haiz.. ibm today.. ting bu xia qu.. wan to go to slp even though the man try very hard to make us laugh.. wif his leng xiao..
ate personal pizza for $4.. hahaa.. feel so bliss and happy.. so full lorx..
then af.. total shit.. got ppl outisde lec to mark attendance.. guess got 2 much ppl complain no seats ba.. so was waiting and waiting.. wait from bench to stand up and mwait till move to another bench.. guess the woman noe we wan to go in, wan to give us a dressing down so purposely continue to sit there..
again we wonder if we shd crash fri de.. whetehr we shd leave or enter.. wat e?! dun understand y i hav to go thru tis for every af lesson.. waste and and drain my energy.. i'm not interested in afternoon af anyway juz bcos i'm alone in the morn.. gg to the morn next wk, my rightful lec.. and fri ibm instead of thu morn cos hav to take new notes..
dun really understand.. i tink i'm a gone case man.. i noe there's many like mi.. ibm gone, econ gone, af gone and even math.. cham.. like tehre's not enuff time to use.. but i dun wan to hav more days in a yr.. humpf.. muz go sutdy on wkends le!! cant go on tis way.. duno y i landed in here in the 1st place..
was cracking my skull to tink of math qn for the gal.. then saw parry and jordan.. the projects ar having discussion near mi..
reach mrt station at 1830.. had soooo much ppl lorx.. found a seat when suddenly there's tis announcement: "the train in the middle platform is gg towards pasir ris.." wa bu hui ba.. so alight and wait for the next.. so many indians ard mi tt i din board.. so wait for another.. got a seat then slp all the way to semb.. where i went to return vcd..
yy bought a shirt wif collar and stripes and a skirt for mi from thai.. i like the shirt wif collar.. hate round neck shirt cos i feel suffocating wearing round neck.. tt's y i seldom wear t-shirts.. the skirt was pink in col0ur.. colour was fine collar was gd but the stripes!! look very complicated.. nv had stripes shirt b4.. can try..
the skirt at 1st look was so pink lorx.. but after i bring hm take another look, it's actually very very nice.. i like the pattern on the skirt.. hahaa.. was telling mi pink is the best looking.. so had 2 qns in my mind:" so u bought the same design wif diff colours or diff design wif same colours?" ans: she bought same design of diff tones of red.. diaox.. muz communicate wif others b4 we wear the clothes so we wont wear the same tinge for the same occasion.. hahaa.. anyway thanks yy!!
the extra salesgal says so u hav 3 more cd have return.. tehn i stunned but rem fang says she borrow 3.. but i keep assuming she borrow from yishun.. so i say:" ya ya borrow in yishun.." tis time the salesgal's turn to stunned:" she ask another sales rep, we can c yishun record de arh?"
but i quickly ask her hw much, pay and go..
went tut later.. her mother sound worried cos gal got test on mon.. so ask mi revise wif her.. but she was having so much fun lorx.. happy go lucky..then she call her bro to ans my qn together.. -_-" stayed there till 2145.. had to go hm on my own oso.. sian.. the bag was damn stupid heavy lorx..
cant imagine i ahd to go teach the 2 trouble kids tml esp derek.. aiyaaaaa....
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
1:34 am
yest slp at 2 plus lorx.. cos today no sch ma.. tot can slp late.. but my parents nv go work today.. they always wake up early, 2 used to it liao.. was shouting very loudly purposely.. damn..
0830 i woke up.. they succeeded.. i'm a light sleeper lorx.. haiz.. so sad.. went to eat roti prata as breakfast together..
then ent to take vcd from fang.. had to return on her behalf lorx.. windstruck, quill, confesson of teenage drama queen and wo de shi yi nan you.. hahaa.. all diff language de.. korean, jap, eng and ch..
started watching at 1330 end at 2245.. in btn watch meng li jun and sch beau tinge.. so whole day i'm facing tv.. headache..
quill 1st show i watched: fang says very boring.. i agree larx but still it's very heart warming.. very nice..
windstruck: the front part is gd, romantic, funny.. then towards the end i duno y they got scenes keep repeating.. watch till all mood gone until last part.. very sad.. quan zi xian really very pretty lei..
confession of teenage...: tis show is another typical gal show larx.. i tink tt's wat guys always say.. but nevertheless, these shows always hav a morale behind it.. i find tt all these shows always hav the same lead actress.. forget her name but tink she very pretty oso.. but quan zi xian better..
wo de shi yi...: tis show is a typical chinese love story.. very wu li tou.. but tt's wat so nice abt these shows.. very very funny.. buay tong.. hahaa.. louis koo very shuai!
maybe will borrow qian ji bian and freaky friday ba..
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
1:29 am
wear the green skirt i bought some days ago.. then go for tut.. lucky nv rain heavily.. these 2 kids really headache.. teach until i tou tong.. muz be nv slp well.. dark rings getting deeper and darker.. aahhhh..
tis morn math lec is oso disaster.. sit 2 far le.. cant c.. wasnt really paying attention but i tried.. tt yy completely gone.. took a photo of her bo lin.. hahaa.. pretend to discuss msg wif mi.. tis is wat happen when ppl hav cam and cam hp.. their skills of taking photos become better but at the same time they become more zi lian and like to take ppl secretly..=P
finally meng li jun tonight..
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Monday, September 27, 2004
1:23 am
today went sch alone.. tt in thai.. then attend lec alone.. nv bring hp.. sian.. ask audrey to go for lunch yest but she nv reply mi.. so cant eat today le.. haiz.. c how impt hp is in our life? eat at 1 in the canteen when i saw yushan and geng qin.. later join them for a day till 4 plus..
src xinyao meeting today.. went to src rm.. haiz.. headache.. but still ahv to go for tut later at nite.. cant watch meng li jun oso.. 3 days le.. arrggghh..
meeting was kind of in a mess.. ppl toking bout their own stuff here and there..
finally took the pic of the gal n her bro..
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
1:49 am
arrrhhh tt yy fly to thai tis morn liaox.. hahaa.. say she cant understand fri econ ask mi to listen liao then teach her.. so i told her:" then u shd noe wat to do when u go thai lorx.." =P
oh ya keep saying she wan to go america to join bachelor.. then when she gg thai she say she go look for king.. maybe will become his wife.. she told her fren simon tt then he says smt lydat:" when i go attend ur wedding i wan to take the most x plane, live in a hotel by the sea blah blah.." yy then says: she is the 1 getting marry ma she shd be the 1 asking for many things lei..
everytime got smt happening yy will share the ma.. so everytime i'll listen to the same thing thrice and more.. y lei? cos she forget whether she tell mi b4.. she wan to share wif all ma.. so duno tell mi b4 liao.. diaox.. hahaha.. i dun mind listening again larx so long as it's funny..
duno from 2 or 3 wks ago yy start to mention simon's name.. he's her gd fren from sec sch lorx.. but nv heard his name for long time.. then they very cute de lorx.. so i say:"both of u muz be enemies in previous life so now become gd frens.." it is tis way rite? then i say maybe both of u ar long lost sisters.. cos like nv tell mi bout him for long time then suddenly keep mentioning..
he selling perfume de.. then ask yy to buy and he will give her lots of gifts.. but yy says ppl in metro can recognise her lorx.. hahaa.. cos duno wat happen in the past ba.. still wan to give her lots of gifts..
i put the mooncake in freezer and it became like ice cream lydat.. a bit hard hard.. i told my mum very reasonable price lorx.. spent $30 for quality mooncake.. so she ask mi to go buy another box of tung lok snow skin durian cos she wan bai bai.. retail price is $34.. u c outisde 1 no brand mooncake can sell ard $5-6 dollars? might as well buy quality de $2 more for gd taste.. i always go for quality.. abit more $$ is okie.. muz be far sighted.. pamper urself at times is okie..
hei hei watch xi yuan lu last ep today.. not much surprised larx tis part 2.. then went to look for fang, ping and car.. when i reach s11 saw another guy wif them tot it's car's fren cos she says her club in sch organise mid autumn at the park.. so the moment i reach we go off but the guy nv come along..
later then i noe it's ping fren.. her sec sch frens intro a guy to her sometime ago.. eh she din really like him larx.. find him a bit boring.. he's in army now.. so he actually pay for the meal when they eating at s11.. hahaa.. $33.40.. 1 mth get $350, 1 meal cost him 1/7 of his pay..
but not much choice rite.. if he were to split bill then he will leave bad impression on us.. then embarrassed ping ba.. they onli sms each other larx.. cos ping working and studying then he in camp de.. hmm diff to hav courtship rite.. i juz tink tt a couple w/o toking on phone on and off hav serious prob.. like sh says: it's a serious lack of communication.. anyway wish u all the best larx.. whether u like anot juz go wif ur heart..=P
oh ya fang tell us sometime ago oso tt a fren of her whu's in army too says wan to hand her smt.. she scared it's asking her to be gf de.. eh so she ask us whether we will be wif some1 shorter than u? seriously speaking i wont.. eh i'm short enuff lorx.. fang is taller than mi by at least 10 cm u c.. so imagine she has a shorter bf and i hav a shorter bf.. hahaa.. so comical.. and i wan an quan gan.. now i depend on $$ for it..=P but as i hav said: go wif ur heart..
after tt we went back to yj take a walk.. saw teresa.. she and a guy whu i dislike were together.. but not in same sch liao so the dislike oso diminish lorx.. wish them happiness.. they say the guy shun us when he c us twice.. well whu cares bout him.. i nv c him in the 2 times..
hmmm actually it's very troublesome to dislike some1.. dislike the person onli make u unhappy..
went to the park to play candles.. fang's cousin was there oso.. pri 2.. very cute gal.. not shy at all.. c us keep waving to us..
on our way back ping had a fall.. tink she is cant c her way as she carry the box of mooncake she rdered from fang in front of her.. wa seh scared us.. mi and car keep asking her if she's okie..
happy zhong qiu jie!!
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tis is smt i get from email.. juz find it meaningful..
God: Hello. Did you call me?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will
>>>>>chat.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good.
>>>>> > I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become
>>>>>hectic.
>>>>> > It's rush hour all the time.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you
>>>>>results.
>>>>> > Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out.
>>>>> > By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant
>>>>>messaging
>>>>>chat.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving
>>>>>you
>>>>> > some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through
>>>>>the
>>>>>medium
>>>>> > you are comfortable with.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Stop analyzing life. Just lives it. Analysis is what
>>>>>makes it
>>>>> > complicated.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about
>>>>>yesterday. You
>>>>>are
>>>>> > worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your
>>>>>habit.
>>>>>That's
>>>>> > why you are not happy.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much
>>>>>uncertainty?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty...
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always
>>>>>suffer?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction.
>>>>> > Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through
>>>>>trials,
>>>>>but
>>>>> > don't suffer. With that experience their life become better,
>>>>>not
>>>>>bitter.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher.
>>>>> > She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?
>>>>> > Why can't we be free from problems?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial
>>>>>Lessons to
>>>>> > Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle
>>>>>and
>>>>>endurance,
>>>>> > not when you are free from problems.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know
>>>>>where we
>>>>>are
>>>>> > heading...
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: If you look outside you will not know where you are
>>>>>heading. Look
>>>>> > inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you
>>>>>awaken. Eyes
>>>>> > provide sight. Heart provides insight.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than
>>>>>moving in
>>>>>the
>>>>> > right direction. What should I do?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Success is a measure as decided by others.
>>>>> > Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you.
>>>>> > Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you
>>>>>rode ahead.
>>>>> > You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far
>>>>>you have
>>>>>to
>>>>> > go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: What surprises you about people?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?"
>>>>> > When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?"
>>>>> > Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to
>>>>>be on the
>>>>> > side of the truth.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the
>>>>>answer.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you
>>>>>want to
>>>>>be.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it.
>>>>>Life is
>>>>>not
>>>>> > a process of discovery, but a process of creation.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: How can I get the best out of life?
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with
>>>>>confidence.
>>>>> > Prepare for the future without fear.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not
>>>>>answered.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is
>>>>>NO.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start
>>>>>the New
>>>>>Day
>>>>> > with a new sense of inspiration.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear.
>>>>> > Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs.
>>>>> > Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve.
>>>>> > Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.
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tis is how i spend my day yest.. went to ibm today again cos miss out some pages in yest lec.. then tut.. tut till half way stomach pain.. so tell the kid do work i rush to toilet.. very funny hahaa.. but nobody at hm except me and him.. if not imagine wat his grandparents will tink.. next tut is that hard to handle kid..
at nite went to tampines mall to eat genki sushi.. got $40 voucher expire today.. total up to $90 odd dollars b4 voucher.. like nv eat lots of stuff but very full.. then at guardian buy tt genki tea.. hahaa.. my mum wan to try.. nv try she wont give up until she bought it.. so finally..
after tt went to loyang dua pei gong.. there we walk long dist.. inside got lots of stuff to eat.. all foc.. but muz queue larx.. really ren shan ren hai lorx.. wanted to queue for lantern but really very long queue..
reach hm 12 liao.. so msg edmund happy birthday! =P
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
11:58 pm
not enuff slp.. i'm sure it's bcos of tis.. damn today arh.. bad day lei.. cos long day then dun wan to make my eyes 2 tired i din wear lenses.. calvin says i wear specs better.. but i tink it's not bout pretty anot.. or shd i say tt's not the main reason..
tink i feel more confident w/o specs.. i find specs a barrier.. duno y.. i weird larx k.. then arh go sch early by 10 min and it's a big diff lorx.. 10 min earlier train and bus are empty.. 10min later train and bus ar crowded.. tot i'm lucky today.. but the worse has yet to come..
my farecard left 1 dollar plus when i reach clementi but i dun hav enuff $$ to top it up so decided to do tt later after i withdraw $$ from atm..
tis ibm is faster than the afternoon 1 by 13 pages lorx!! wat e?! i tot it shd be almost the same pace.. so learn a lesson today: "nv assume".. then i discover i'm short of few pages.. haiz.. duno where liaox larx.. still muz go look for it at hm.. he started new chap then i nv bring cos i duno he is so efficient.. so photocopy 8 pages (by the courtesy of wanqiu and shumin, 1 provide notes, 1 pay for photocopy..=P) later shumin went to take extra notes but nv use so put back again.. wont wan to use it anyway so thick lazy to bring hm..
when i wan to makan alreadi 1230.. gg af at 1pm.. so went to buy a bao and a curry puff.. now then i tink it's very x lorx! $1.10 lei.. anyway eat yy pizza oso.. get 1/2 of calvin notes.. when we reach lt for af.. saw long queue.. join the queue.. then discover we cant take the notes cos we suppose to go morn.. cham.. then mi and yy went down to morn lt wondering if notes will be there.. but got lecturer inside..
went back still very worried.. was discussing all ways and means of gg out ot tt lec.. wat will happen.. was sitting at 5th row can.. siao liao.. tink both of us scare tink cannot study liao.. but later during break we saw the notes! hahaa.. tink yy says upon seeing the notes she an xin duo le.. then i say it's like i c god lorx.. hahaa.. but thick lei..
so hav paper everywhere.. later went for blood donation meeting.. waited 45 min for ibm ppl.. but kept quiet thruout larx.. really cant tink.. i'm sorry for not being committed.. i'm trying.. i will.. i enthu de.. but muz c wif whu larx..=p anyway was saying ppl there may tink we anti social.. hahaa..
when mi and yy reach clementi mrt yy ask mi top farecard again then i say no $ go wdls then do tt..
so reach wdls go causeway line up take $20 go back to mrt top farecard.. i happily inserted the $20.. then.. wa bu hui ba.. i did a stupid tinge.. guess wat? yea tt's rite.. if still duno let mi tell u.. u can use nets to top farecard.. i go thru the trouble of withdrawing onli.. tt's all.. muahaaa.. buay tong.. so i hav been blur since morn..
was feeling really when i say really it's really very hungry.. i feel like vomitting since morn liao.. go eat ya kun.. i got the feel of bei pian.. the bread and the eggs not hot de.. onli the barley nice.. but hao shen qi wor, the ice wont melt de..
later went tuition.. the gal arh.. got 25 /50 for eng.. -_-" oh god tell mi wat to do wif her.. to her mi teach her if like playing wif her lydat.. her mum obviously not very pleased larx.. next mon the 16th lesson le.. wondering if she will ask mi to gun dan.. so failed to take their photo again.. haiz.. but i'll preserved.. gambate!
so went back hm today by myself.. sob sob.. reach hm 10 liao.. gg to miss 2 ep of zai sheng yuan today and tml.. i wan watch tv!! so tired.. my bro got some graduation today then my parents went.. then they go wedding dinner.. had to go back by myself every thu cos tis happening couple go learn singing on thu.. sad..
so tot can slp late tml but had to attend my suppose to attend lec tml morn.. then tuition.. then sushi! xi yuan lu last ep on sat man.. gg to finish watching then go mid autuum celebration wif car, ping and fang at park near yj.. hmm got 2 ppl in my og bday coming lei.. but duno if they will go out makan.. better dun on sat..=P
so i say tis mth overbudget ma.. sept always got lots of ppl bday de.. hahaa.. so happy to hav so many virgos..
oh ya yy saw a chen bo lin look alike in lec.. keep telling ppl until i tink till everybody noes larx.. hahaa.. went kbox listen to fang zu ming "zui dong ting" for the movie "qian ji bian II".. like quite nice lei.. nv watch cos yy and sh not really interested.. sian.. tt xiao q osolydat.. miss lots of movies tis way.. till now i haven watch movie alone lei.. next time will try.. humpf..maybe go borrow vcd tml when i go semb..
hahaa.. yy was asking mi tis today: "i say i go learn dancing very weird meh? y all give strange looks de.." hahaa.. so i say smt like tis ba:" ppl mindset arh.. when they hear dance tink they link it wif ballet or chinese dance larx.. of cos weird larx.. but ppl nowadays learn modern dance de ma.."
yy was saying tis during math lec on tue morn.. when we juz sat down.. " sian sian sian sian sian.." Mi: "hen nan ting bu yao chang le!" hahaa..
i forgetful, yy depressing, sh is leng.. tt yy abit crazy de.. smt i tink her world is centre ard 1 tinge and even if it's a small tinge she make it sound as though it's her everything.. she will get very depressed when she haven done and will keep tinking and tinking.. and saying and saying.. but will nv get it done.. it's as though she scared do tis liaox nth fr her to depress liaox.. hahaa..
wed: aiya i gg thai on sat liaox but i haven pack lei.. luggage not here yet..
thu morn: got luggage liao but very big lorx.. duno wan to bring such a big 1 there.. haven pack lei..
thu afternoon: i feel like slping when reach hm.. but haven pack!!
so wat's wrong?
sh arh recently his unofficial bf say gdbye to her.. hahaa.. yea unofficial.. he ask sh b4 but she nv really give a reply but assume to be together.. quite complicated arh.. then he arh send her air supply song, "gdbye" say tt he dun wan to led her on, dun wan waste her time blah.. rubbish.. say till really very nice lorx..
then she will still c tis guy during guitar lesson.. but she says she rather c him thean he avoid her.. if he avoid she will nv c him again.. oh my.. so i tell her dun change status from unofficial to an lian lei.. but well she's really sad then.. few days pass le.. hope she okie.. "tian ya he chu wu fang cao ah!!" gambate! =P
yea to every1.. jia you jia you jia you!!!
gg slp liao arh.. if not tml blur again.. type tis log from 11 till now.. so long.. type so slow..
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
12:38 pm
aaaarrrrrggghhh wat's wrong... i already type liao then whole tinge gone when i publish... stop wasting my time...
was saying after 1 mth plsu finally step into kbox xine de again.. after tinking of a few location tink tis is the best.. but when i go today not very gd lei.. rm small mtv sort sort de.. but lucky the staff nv keep coming in.. sing from 2 to 7 for $15.30 not high enuff lei.. hahaa..
b4 tt went to far east to collect photos.. $18.40 nv change the dress size cos i tink the length actually quite okie for a short gal like mi.. the skirt is in proportion to my short leg lorx.. hahaa.. imagine those tall gals wear shorter skirts than mi.. haiz.. the skirt and the green tank top yue kan yue hao kan.. hahaa.. find it 2 striking in the beginning..
bought jap noodles from taka on my way to cine.. craving for it for a long time.. after sing went taka again for auntie anne.. eat the green tea flavour.. next time muz eat the choco mint de! after tt eat gelato ice cream.. each of us choose a flavour.. dark choco, black sesame and cookies and cream.. very nice!
gg to eat pizza in sch wif yy next wk or next next wk.. cos seems nice lei.. but she gg to abandon mi next mon for thai.. she keep asking wat our shoe size is.. go there buy shoes for us.. she oso wan to revisit the place in dec so oso ask if we wan to go..
we ar tinking of crashing mon afternoon math if there's any so we dun ahv to come to sch on tue.. take 2 hrs to and fro sch for a 3 hrs lec.. if we really do tt, out timetable will be from the original 4 days to 2 days man..
tml is a long day.. gg ibm in morn then af in afternoon.. after tt got project meeting.. -_-" then go teach tuition.. lucky fri no sch can slp.. but gg to hav real puffy eyes.. alreadi hav big eyebags liao..
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
11:47 pm
today arh.. after math lec went for tuition immediately so tt wed can go ktv.. then rain as if it nv rain for yrs.. was safe till i reach sembawang.. i was wearing my cardigan and holding an umbrella.. no use.. the rain is 45 degrees down thanks to the wind.. my jeans wet from kness down to toe..
when i reach the kid hse i ask for rag so tt can step on it.. the china grandma say it's okie to wet the floor can wipe later.. -_-" fine.. so went in sit down wif my jeans dripping water.. tt kid arh... arrrgh drop a small little tinge on teh floor.. so i get up but the floor slippery so slip and my legs knock against the metal of the foldable table.. shiok.. hahaa.. pain like hell..
after tt went to the pri 1 de.. tis boi arh.. always sa jiao.. then he lie on his bed dun wan to get up.. so i pass him paper he do then pass back.. much later i had to sit on the floor to teach so tt i'm at the same level as he is.. when he find tt it's diff to write then he go back to table..
kids not camera shy de.. when i tell them i wan to take photo they juz stand there smile and let mi take.. hahaa.. so cute..
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Monday, September 20, 2004
1:05 am
haiz.. today at 1630 got src meeting.. drag drag till 1645 then start.. later saw my grp members for the 1st project.. all gals 1 guy.. for gals got 2 i tink i'll detest in the future.. cos they always try to steal limelight but act as if they ar not..
then ar.. dun like another person in it.. too friendly sometimes bcome very scary.. no sense of dressing oso.. not tt i hav but tt person is really bad.. then for next project i'm wif the same grp!! omg.. then i wont hav much interaction wif another grp of ppl.. i really regret joining lei.. tis is call zi zuo nie bu ke huo..
the 2 projects ar blood donation and xinyao.. got meeting on thu and next mon.. i shall look forward to it in a happy mood if not i'll nv work well wif the grp..
i'm a bad person..
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
11:48 pm
i feel quite sad lei.. the furthest i went is genting.. my pri 1 kid tt time ask mi which country i go b4.. he went to more places than mi lorx.. pri 1.. haiz..
like tt yy larx.. go hk, jap, thai, m'sia blah blah.. tt stella oso.. tink she went to many places b4 even though duno her well..
i recommend a song.. a song by mayday, shi guang ji.. very meaningful.. not new song larx.. my msn nick: 好后悔 好伤心 想重来 行不行再一次 我就不会走向这样的结局
i tink i nv go orchard for a million yrs liaox.. today went to meet ping and fang.. ping says she wan to buy shirt and shoes.. car busy wif test.. forever larx..
ya finally i c my bday present.. tt's right.. z chen cd make mi quite happy larx.. then i felt smt soft.. not right.. 2 cd ma.. y got soft material de.. so they say they look for it in lots lots of places but cant find daniel chan's wo bi shui duo qing chu.. haiz.. a bit sad larx.. fang went to burn the cd though.. i guess it's her ba? or car.. cant be ping she duno how to operate com.. well if i wan to burn, i would hav done tt long ago..
well appreciate her efforts but still.. looks like i'm not meant to hav the cd.. they bought mi a tank top instead.. green in a freaking way.. hahaa.. well when i went hm and take a closer look, it's nice larx.. can go wif my newly bought skirt? but juz wanna ask will u wear tt? if not y buy for ur frens rite.. maybe bcos i say smt like i like green? thanks anyway.. arigatou, xie xie..
aiya i shall not be greedy, i shall not be sad, i shall not be disappointed.. i shd be contented.. i rem i woke up 1 day really missing 1 of the song in the cd.. sadness fill mi man cant listen to it..
tt's y things can nv be the same again once it's gone.. gone is my cd and i can nv hav it again..
ya bought a green skirt from pepper plus today.. but i tink i wan to change size.. hmmm hav few skirts larx.. even if i hav i seldom wear.. mostly jeans and pants.. y? bcos i hav a big ugly scar on my leg.. thanks to tt idiot fall during june when i was 17.. so angry wif myself.. so angry wif my teacher.. all his fault.. if i hadnt rush for his lesson i wouldnt hav fall.. the most arrrgghhh thing is tt he repeat tt lesson when sch reopen.. i had a fall for nth..
i nv try to cover up the scar but wearing skirt is as gd as telling ppl i hav scar.. so stop telling mi ur leg is ugly or ask mi y it still doesnt heal? cant ppl get it after 2 yrs lorx.. maybe bcos they dun hav it, they dun understand.. it may sound like concern to u when u say tt but it doesnt sound like music to my ears.. hallo it's a scar.. meaning of a scar: it's there.. forever..
so ppl dun say u looks fat, u blah blah.. wear wat u wan when u can.. u nv noe wat u will lose the next min.. but rubbish larx.. say onli..
bought a pair of earrings today oso.. hav been wearing studs for few days liaox.. spent lots of $$ tis mth.. tink got a few bday coming up oso.. develop digi photos oso..
yea next wk gg ktv! finally man.. nv go for a looong time liaox.. gg on wed so hav to push tuition to tue and fri.. mon will hav welfare meeting then tut.. tue after tut gg to meet my mum shopping.. thu oso tut at nite.. fri gg to eat sushi wif my family! got voucher ending tt day.. 2 bad not sakae but genki..
arrrhhh suppose to prepare wksheet for my kid de.. but doing tis blog now.. haiz.. sat spent on game man.. yest play keep losing so keep playing.. no wonder games ar addictive.. u win u felt superior so want tt feel again.. when u lose u tink it's not possible u tink u can do it if given another chance, so keep playing.. either way u ar addicted!
tml go tut muz take the photos of the last 2 kids! yea..=P
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Thursday, September 16, 2004
10:58 pm
tis morn af starts.. tt yy arh.. abandon mi.. go pob so she dun need come sch tml.. then she went af in the afternoon.. i went ibm in the afternoon then go for consultation.. i was listening in lec.. then drifted off in cons.. 6 hrs straight.. really cant listen anymore..
later hav to go tuition.. b4 tt went to bukit timah? to hav dinner wif some ppl from my og.. hahaa.. they say waited for mi to finish ibm for 2 hrs lei.. then i dun wan to go.. so in order not to let them wait in vain i went.. eat po piah and tou hua..
went back wif xl.. next time can try take bus to and fro sch.. onli scared jam.. cos in mrt is as crowded.. esp when i hav to take 154 or 184.. it's hell.. hahaa.. cos too packed larx.. then like no air lydat.. 15 min ride seems like zillion yrs..
when ppl start to alight the bus.. all shuai ge and mei nu ar still on board.. hahaa.. eh np students..
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
10:46 pm
hei hei meet audrey for lunch today.. hahaa.. tell mi wat she wear in case i dun recognise her.. eh noe it's her the moment i saaw her.. well i tink if dun hav stuff like frenster then maybe i wont be able to noe it's her.. cos got photos in frenster de ma..
was quite worried.. scared nth too say larx.. hahaa.. but it turns out fine lei.. can tok very easily.. arrrhhh mei nu ye.. hmm maybe can do the same tinge next wk.. but troublesome for her cos her break onli 1 hr still hav to travel to and fro..
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Monday, September 13, 2004
10:55 pm
yea bought jay's concert tix! tink for concert wise, i go once b4.. tt's like many many yrs ago.. eh sec 2? or 3? cant rem.. tt concert got a few singers including daniel chan ^_^ free concert so long as u buy cd.. will be sitting at row 15 lei.. nv watch b4 larx so buy x 1 to hav a feel..
even though there's some disadvantage ba.. it's a si mian tai and may not noe wat's he singing cos he's always muttering.. hahaa.. but still i juz wan to enjoy and hav a feel.. can earn back the $ by teaching tuition for a mth lorx..=P
buy thru yy.. she got card ma.. there will be 5 of us watching together.. she arh say muz c the seats personally if not dun feel at ease.. in the end, bk online.. -_-"
duno when she handed mi the tix.. was so worried i lost it man.. then ask them to remind mi to bring tt day.. hahaa..
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
10:43 pm
haiz.. today went down to buy some stuff then come back open drawer saw library card.. then saw the date due for those magazines i borrowed.. (shocked) wat the?! due on 7 sept lorx!! tt's like 5 days b4!! damn it..
i keep tinking it's 17 sept.. so feel quite happy and safe.. sob sob.. too bored at times so tot go borrow mag to read.. haiz.. it comes wif a price.. rush to library to return and pay fine.. my heart is bleeding when i pay.. $5.70 in all for those mag i hav finished reading long long ago..
wanted to tell the librarian so much tt i was dreaming tot it's 17th.. arrrggghhh.. cant stand myself man.. i really wonder to wat extent i can go to.. haizzzzzzzzzz...
sch start tml.. sian.. not much study lei.. si ding le.. alreadi dun hav the feel of gg to sch.. now even worse.. still in bday mood..=P haiz.. still got ppl owe mi bday present lei.. to wat extent can they go to..
ppl really too busy.. alreadi spelt out so clearly wat i wan but cant get it.. xin yang yang.. wo deng.. wo ren.. once after bday, accepting gift ar meaningless unless i need it.. hehe basically i'm demanding bday present.. demand but still cant c.. got a feel tt muz wait for another 2 wks.. mid autumn.. qing xim..
watch jin qu jiang yest.. wa.. feel like singing.. but no $$ liaox.. then watch the ch u tinge.. from the start till now i still tink it's informal.. the show is informal the judge they get is informal.. william hung lorx.. bengz..
well let's c wat my plan next wk.. mon nth on so after lec come hm slp, better study a bit oso.. tue and thu got lesson, wed and fri got tuition.. mon and thu nite oso tuition.. sat and sun shd be free.. muz study abit arh.. so x lei..=P
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
10:42 am
it's a very windy and nice place larx.. but i really hate gg there.. trouble.. hav dept outing yest.. so got to walk to mrt, take train to amk then take bus 76 for 45 min, cross overhead bridge, walk thru blocks of flats, down to underpass then walk distance to bbq pit.. the?!
ard 20 ppl altogether.. not many larx.. but still it's juz to go get to noe.. played some games then mi go off to eat dinner wif my og ppl.. in ps, cartel..
i've order the same tinge when we go celebrate stella bday in paragon.. lasagne.. paragon's 1 is heavenly, cartel de is hell.. if really wan to compare larx.. okie larx the chesse is nice.. and paragon's de look very appetizing.. cartel de.. hmmm.. but the frappe is nice larx..
got bring cam forget to take photo wif them.. haiz.. they ar xl, dan, parry, calvin and edmund.. they buy mi a cute fm.. at 1st i tot they buy the head nodding toy for mi.. hahaaa.. gd.. very useful.. can use when i study in rm liaox.. cos everytime if i wan to study in rm, i muz open teh door to listen to high fi which is in living rm.. if i wan to close door, i'll on com and place speaker in front of the door.. if not i'll use my disc man and connect the plug so as to save battery.. hmmm tis cute radio oso uses batt..
was so tired man.. legs aching.. duno y.. then come hm bath become awake so play games till 2.. arrrhhh feel like gg ktv, buy clothes, eat sushi and cake(soon), crabs.. haizz.. maybe bday larx so may wan to spend some $$ to pamper myself.. once over i'll start to say no to everything or sian to do things liaox..
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
9:09 pm
now is 10 sept 09:37 am.. but i'm gg to date tis blog as 090904, 0909 pm.. hahaa.. hei hei will be a loooonng blog.. bday ma..
let's c..at 12 midnite, the start of 090904, received msgs from frens wishing mi happy bday lorx.. a bit bhb larx.. publicised my bday so much..=P slp at 1 plus and wake up at 0900..
suppose to go teach tuition at 10am.. but i wan to listen to bday analysis at 10 am from 933.. so by the time i reach tuition place already 1045.. hahahaa.. whu cares.. i start 1045 end later onli ma.. tis wk no sch for the kids anyway.. haiz.. tis boi arh.. very gd in writing but oral cannot make it.. always had to go toilet many times, walk ard, tok back to mi, waste lots of time then he satisfied.. today is the 8th lesson so i tell the mother i dun tink i'm able to push ur child to greater heights.. so i not teaching..
i'm can be fierce but i dun really scold these kids.. onli tinge muz show them is u ar determined to do tis.. everytime they say i dun wan to do.. then i'll juz sit there and wait.. then they will come..=)
then go hm makan then go watch movie wif my sis.. 13 gg 30.. very nice show.. got a morale behind the story.. wonder if i'll be like the gal, at 30 yrs old become such a menace.. for her time can turn back so she change to a better person.. for us time cant go back once it's gone.. so morale of the story: childhood is the best, u ar the real u then.. everytime u wan to make or hav made a mistake, tink back and ask urself, ar u the real u? admit mistake and move on..
hmmm even me myself not very sure wat i'm toking bout.. anyway wan watch garfield de but my sis say her fren got vcd but later i ask her:" so did ur fren says she wan to lend u?" her reply: "no lei.." -_-"
go hm then get change come out again to suntec.. was wearing a white top and a blue skirt.. meet stella, suna, sh and yy to go kenny rogers for dinner.. 933 has activity there cos tml is the awards.. then got energy. fir, machi, tanya blah blah.. so yy very gan jiong.. when we reach there it's 7pm, juz in time.. as there is onli 1 way to get out we saw energy at near dist when they go off..
take photos, keep taking.. then eat.. very nice.. tok laugh and eat.. laugh tok and eat.. after eating take pic.. yea.. then go to the fountain.. for wat? take pic.. then saw tt can dedicate song then the water of the fountain will hav words.. idea! then later got bday song so they ask mi quick listen! i was tinking other ppl dedicate de so such a coincidence i heard it.. but then heard the dedication msg.. to ismond ho from blah blah blah.. muahahahaa.. so shocked.. stilll dun understand wat's happening.. dun need $$? then when u all did tt? ans: yy say she go toilet but she went to look for the dj.. THANKS ppl!!
yea then go esplanade take pic again.. tink tt is when i lost my hp pouch.. it has decided to leave mi, abandon me.. tt colin larx.. msg mi wat i doin? so i ask him u duno wat day it is today ar? then he say ur bday hor.. -_-" ask him for present then he say muz wait cos he gg taiwan soon.. tink wait till his bday comes i still haven c my present.. borrow cam from sh to take pic of my family and my tuition kids.. they so cutee!! now got 1 less..
reach hm at 12 midnight.. end of bday.. hahaa.. like cinderella.. =P then receive a bracelet and a bag.. told yy and sh to buy bag for mi.. so msg them:" thanks for granting my wish of buying a bag for mi!" yy reply:"u sound like we ar ur fairy godmothers..." hahaa.. oh ya receive a small bouquet of flowers from them 4..
sh ask mi wat i'm gg to do wif the flowers.. but i duno then.. now i noe.. i take photo of the flowers liao.. so rather then having them to wither, i'll preserve them.. gg to press them inside a bk..
eh my sis tell mi press become very smelly, so better hang it upside down larx..
my mum say wan to go makan de but i gg out..tml gg east coast.. feel like eating crab lei.. tell my mum to give mi post bday dinner.. :D oso nv cut cake.. muz cut cake make wish.. tink can onli do tt on sun.. gg to buy nice nice cake.. luv to choose cake myself..
oh ya my bday analysis..
luv to challenge difficulties, but wif such a complicated character they will face lots and lots of difficulties.. ppl born on 0909 cannot do the same things yr after yr.. muz give different challenge then they will be happy.. deep down their heart they seem to hav a hole in it, an empty space tt's not fill up.. so thru out ther life they will be searching for some things which they hav lost or haven found to fill up the space... when come to luv, ppl born today will be a great attraction to opposite sex.. tis is bcos they ar born wif the fatherly/motherly character.. so ppl feel protected wif them ard..
all in all the gd pts ar: able to distinguish well, luv challenge, always do self reflection..
bad pts ar: lack of the sense of security( mei an quan gan), at times set too much criteria, ask for too much..
ending.. muz ThaNk aLL tt msG mI.. tHAnks fOR rEMeMBeriNG!! sO swEEt OF u PpL..=P
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
10:21 pm
yea.. today go tuition gwen.. she always ask mi qn de.. tuition to her is like toking session.. wonder if she noe the importance of exam.. wait she fail i oso feel bad lei.. then she once ask mi when's ur bday? i say next thur.. then she tell mi hers..
every lesson she will ask mi:" so u rem wat's my name? my bday?" then i'll tell her.. then she will be very happy.. c how easily satisfied kids can be.. it nice to noe tt little things lydat can make her so happy..
change thu 090904 lesson to wed 0809, when i go she present her diy bday card to mi.. her brother whom i nv teach him oso give mi 1.. so sweet.. come to tink of it, long time nv make card for ppl, long time nv receive self made card.. the cards ar not fanatastic but it's really heart warming..
she very cute lorx.. her bday in late nov so she says:" my bday so far away wait my mum stop tuition bcos after exam how? nvm, u can give mi present earlier..." muahahahahaa.. so cuttee.. give present in advance.. she not hinting mi, she is telling mi i muz buy bday present for her..
i dun scold her.. cant bring myself to do tt.. anyway young gals heart more fraglie.. the other 2 pri1 and k2 de oso dun scold.. juz wan to show them i as stubborn as them..they dun wan to do it means dun wan to do.. so i wan to get tis done means i muz do it.. but i'll win.. hahaa..=P
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
11:35 pm
wahhaaa.. yy say tis wk is a suay wk for her.. tis is wat she told mi: mon forget wat, tue got fever, wed got cough, thu got flu, fri eh forget le larx.. then she was the 2nd i/c for dept outing.. but it seems like she has a hard time.. hav to do lots of stuff and help ppl do their stuff.. haiyo..
at 1st tot dept outing for 30 ppl lydat.. but whu noes the whole welfare got 80 ppl.. waaahh.. then she had to help ppl call others.. c'mon larx.. then appoint a person to call for wat.. hmm but smt it's hard to reject larx..
then in mrt she say got a guy keep leaning towards her.. hahaa.. so i told her maybe the guy butt pain can onli sit on 1 side of his butt.. maybe got piles.. yea dept outing tis fri.. no sch but still haven revise.. cham liaox..
oh my frens say jay coming spore for concert tis dec.. maybe tis time will go.. din go for the previous 1..
did i mention? fang doing duno wat project then we ar to buy mooncakes from her..brands like tung lok, breadtalk, cown prince and duno wat.. hahaa.. bo bian ar.. she say she will call to take our order soon man.. tt's wat frens ar for.. so it's gd to make more frens.. so i guess if i ahc to sell smt next time u shd noe wat to do larx fang.. muahaa..
oh ya really idiotic.. i lost my pencil, ruler and eraser.. all in my student's hse.. -_-" then lost my earrings yest.. haiz.. star de lei..
ate duck rice yest.. my neighbourhood got lots of delicious food.. gald i stayed here.. but seldom eat dinner.. onli during wkends then i kept eating like pig lydat..
ahhh set reminder to watch fireman on ch u tml, xi yuan lu gg to finish soon.. if no reminder will forget to watch.. cant imagine wat's life gg to be w/o hp.. wake up oso depend on hp alarm.. i dun rem phone no.. all inside hp..
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yea went to the lantern festival in chinese garden today wif fang, ping and car.. took alot alot alot of photos abt 100 plus.. like i say it's bcos fang is there.. the photo freak.. she went there yest oso and took 200 over photos.. wa..
very nice larx.. got lots of disney characters.. when fang says she go there yest from 5 till 9 plus i dun really believe.. but we did the same thing today.. participate in lucky draw oso.. they shd use opaque box instead of transparent box cos we can c the ans and copy down.. b4 gg hm, went to s11 coffee shop wif fang to eat.. eat bar chor mee.. tasteless.. but my taste bud spoil de larx..
car rushing for time larx.. cos she got test tml.. keep saying go hm early but eh.. ping gotta work tml.. fang oso got sch tml.. me? i got to go for tuition tml.. the whole day.. hahaa.. got 1 wk hols next wk.. so squeeze all my tuition into 2 days.. mon and wed.. 1 day go for 4 tuition..
gotta celebrate my bday on thu.. eh gg kenny rogers wif suna, sh and yy.. hmmm everytime during bday i'll buy smt for myself, get the receipt or go watch movie.. keep all these papers.. bo liao rite? but i like.. kind of memorial.. so tt i noe i did smt lydat on my bday.. wanted to watch some movies but haven watch.. like 13 gg on 30, xiao q, and garfield..
my sis gg to hav n level chi tml.. hahaa.. then i dig out all the compo and letter writing i've done in the past and ask her to take a look.. as if i write very well..=P
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
8:50 pm
there's a couple who quarrel almost every other day as far as i can remember.. married for 22 yrs liao and i duno if tis is their way of communication or wat.. when i was young i duno noe if they quarrel many times.. but recent yrs the frequency incerease or so i tot..
everytime when they quarrel lady will tell mi the old man ar blah blah blah.. then the man will tell mi the woman ar blah blah.. then man will tell mi:" she say smt tt hurt mi very deeply she says she can manage herself wont die w/o mi..." then the lady once tell mi:" he says smt which i cant forget he says if not happy split.." haiz.. so u c both ar very irresponsible sentences.. nv try to use them..
in recent yrs both of them work together in a stall.. tis increase their friction.. wat's more both ar leos.. dun understand how they get together in the 1st place.. tt means they dun scream and shout at each other in the past? does tis means all marriage goes tis way?
lady has a very very bad temper, damn stubborn, impaitent... man takes things easy, partially deaf, can shoot deadly words if he wan to.. so lady always shout at man over small stuff cos very irrirtated when man cant heard.. then man will juz keep quiet.. then lady will tink he attitude..
then they will complain to mi.. i'm gald they ar willing to tok to mi.. but all these unnecessary argument scan be saved if both were to treat each other better.. c'mon lorx, both of thm add up to be almost 100 yrs liao lorx.. and the road ahead of them is still long lei.. they hav alreadi spent 10 plus yrs tis way.. ar they gg to spent the next 30 yrs tis way?
the man says: "she tink she can manage the stall herself?" the woman says:" if not for mi we cant start tis stall.." but the actual fact is:" both of u cant do w/o each other.."
i tried to tok to them everytime when they squabble.. but it proves to be useless.. so now i will juz listen to them when they tell mi.. i'll become the middlewoman to everything.. call each other, ask qn.. wat e?! then lady angry wif man i help to call lady ask if she wan man to fetch then she will be harsh to mi.. damn.. kns lorx.. always hang up my phone phone w/o saying bye.. irritating!!
is tis how parents educate us? ask us to study till higher levels for wat when they cant even perform basic manners.. haiz.. grumble for few days then patch up then again and up.. can i say tt's life??
