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Monday, February 28, 2005
11:54 pm

tis morning was hanging those wet clothes up then alamak!! my pink polo tee got a blue patch at the back man.. sian.. onli my shirt and my father's white tee dio..

in the past if the maid was till lydat can give her black face.. now my mum mixed de so cant say anything.. wasted a tee lorx.. and the shirt that caused the patches on the 2 tee is 1 tt i wear oso.. not mine.. my sis de.. but who ask mi to wear tt..

12 midnite now.. still so early.. but duno wat to do.. infront of mi are stacks of notes waiting to be read..


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eat porridge at 12.. then go sch.. econs was a total shit.. i muz say i feel kind of disappointed wif it larx.. it's not tt i nv study.. even thoug not whole heartedly.. nv practise much.. but still i forget lots of stuff lorx.. mind was a blank..

at 1500 i was feeling very very hungry liao.. tink got real short term memory or maybe alzhimer liao.. or maybe a hole in my head.. damn..
like tt ac and mc lorx..
forget how to c profit/loss.. then i rem muz shift demand in short run but forget how.. arrghh..
then the macro forget wat's in the bracket for LM..
then prefect cap, i forget flexible exchange rate..
so no matter wat the question ask i give the same answers to all.. cos i duno how to continue..

left at 4.40, 30 mins b4 exam finish.. if not cant get out liao.. nth to do anyway.. not that i can tink of.. sit till my legs numb, very cold and hungry oso..

bought a yam pie and curry puff when i reach yishun.. till now lorx.. so go cook noodles to eat.. feel so much better.. gg to study af liao.. muz try to study.. ibm give up larx.. got hope de muz try 1st no hope de wait after mock..

too long nv take exam liao larx..
so forget how we study.. 1st time take exam after so long.. so..

my fren was asking mi y mind blank, got other stuff in head? so was telling him:
maybe got influence by my frens ar.. lots of slackers.. since jc it has been lydat..
sec sch all compete cos all very smart.. all very hardworking..
most ppl in my jc class fail exam de.. so even if i din do well, cannot say anything.. cos all hav the same results..
now worse.. got ppl dun go exam.. cant study together oso.. will start to joke.. it's gd to laugh larx.. so still enjoy their company.. but dun hav many ppl to turn to when u duno smt..

wat's the pt of saying all these? trying to find excuses for myself lorx..


after mock larx.. now no time to study liao.. study a bit here a bit there..
i got whole mar to jia you.. onli 3 days go sch.. at nite somemore.. help mi! if i slack pls ask mi to go on.. i hav yet to find my source of motivation.. lost..

caLviN says:
dun know you all leh....... very funny..
why must rush thru juz in order to complete the mock paper ?
juz at your own pace...... finished 4-5 topics....... than juz go do whatever you studied lor.
even is juz 2 qns come out, juz say get 15/25 each, passed can liao, even though overall failed.
and not study here and there, later after mock have to start all over again
the thing is hor...... 19/25 for qn1, there a B liao lor (for af)
you should see it that way, and not total pass or fail.......
pass the qns...... even if not the whole paper....... this is more impt.

hahaa.. a bit late larx.. cos now is in the midst of mock liao.. had to start all over after mock..

everyone jia you!


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Sunday, February 27, 2005
10:52 pm

went to listen to fang's performance yest.. but cannot watch guess guess guess as a result.. nvm.. i still got next wk..

eh concert in cc but it was a gd one larx.. eh duno much bout co larx.. but at least their performance is quite powerful.. worth the trip.. in wlds..

qi went wif mi.. if not i tink i'll juz sit there and stared for 2 hrs.. she oso in co ma.. tell mi wat instrument, nice song, those ppl noe how to play wat and wat style..

got 1 song is where all of us will be very familiar wif.. it's wong fei hong de.. then got some1 gg to sing while they play.. to my surprise it's a little boy lei.. but he sing really well.. so amazed..

then after break got 4 kids sit infront of us.. idiot ppl.. not here for concert de lorx.. keep talking non stop.. then got 2 dancers keep dancing behind us.. super distracting lorx.. appear for a short while onli, keep dancing..

eh got 10 or 12 songs in all.. most ar nice larx.. but one or two i tink i still best played by band..

oh yj got play gg on oso.. but duno wat larx.. my fren told mi de.. not interested..


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Saturday, February 26, 2005
8:42 am

thu at 0020 they suddenly say wan watch movie the next day(fri)..

tt's bcos sh told yy tis show is very touching.. will make u wan to cry.. so yy wan to watch..

say go orchard watch de.. but 2135 lei.. no more train to go hm after we finish watching.. so go causeway instead lorx..

i go online check got lots of seats taken.. so yy go buy tics 1st at 3 plus.. after my tut i go library find her.. from 5 to 1830 we talk and talk.. i din even take a look at my notes.. had i noe dun act smart bring a thick stack.. it's like long lost fren lei.. nv tok for long time lydat..

then we go makan lorx.. yun yun msg at 1845 say she gg to take mrt frm orchard now.. shocked.. show at 7 plus lei!! hahaa.. she tot 9 plus..

eat bk.. wanted a burger and a drink then the lady ask mi to buy a set lorx.. so in the end i juz bought a burger.. i dun wan a set means dun wan ma..

show eh very peaceful de.. wont laugh like hell or cry lei.. juz feel very touched and blissful.. the lead actress hen xin fu lorx.. both the actor and actress are shuai ge, mei nu..

tink watch sassy gal and the ye man shi jie would make u laugh and wan to cry larx.. like these 2 better..

in the show got 1 scene where the lead actress sun yi zhen buy coke but forget to take.. when she went back she saw the guy holding coke, so she snatch from him and drink it in 1 gulp.. hahaa.. thereafter she c tis guy at her father construction site then guy did the same thing..
snatch coke from her and drink it.. soon together then married lorx..

then she start to forget everything.. got Alzheimers.. 1 scene she face her husband but call out her ex bf name and say she love him.. so husband very sad lorx.. look into his eyes and she says tt.. later she suddenly rem her husband and realised wat she did so she write on sandpaper(husband is carpenter later architect) says her husband is her onli luv.. keep on writing tis..

yup.. tis show not bad larx.. worth watching..

after the show they ask yun to go outside 7-11 snatch ppl's coke.. hahaa.. cos yy says tis mth she will hav some encounter larx..

then yy very excited abt gg to the unle ringo.. -_-" i dun tink i would wan to try lorx.. she pay for our entrance.. so i go in take a look onli then go off liao.. parents in wlds oso.. drive mi hm lorx.. no need to take transport myself.. very lazy..

y pay so much $$ to scare urself?

tink genting de would be better lei.. even though i nv play those high risk de like roller coaster and another is the shot up de.. if u noe wat i'm saying..


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Thursday, February 24, 2005
8:38 am

(yest) wake up--> travel to sch--> math mock--> travel hm--> online--> slp--> bath--> eat--> watch tv prog all the way from 7 plus to 12 plus--> play game--> slp again.


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Monday, February 21, 2005
9:28 pm

hei hei.. today the gal is behaving quite well larx.. still ask rubbish.. i wanted to do lots of things with her de.. but it seems impossible.. ask me to teach her fold stars.. and i did.. but if she tell her mum tt then err..

thinking back when i hav tuition in the past in 1 big grp, it kind of a waste of $.. not tt the teacher is not gd.. but i dun hand in most of my hmk she give.. hate eng so dun do.. math lousy her qn is for those better students.. diff to ask qn cos it's such a big grp.. haiz..

so cant really blame my student for being so hyperactive.. at the very least, she does her hmk.. or maybe i'm not a gd teacher.. her compe and compo is still as lousy.. wonder if i shd stop teaching her..


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Saturday, February 19, 2005
11:09 pm

well well.. had been sitting in front of com since 7.. play games.. stupid age of empires.. i keep getting killed.. so restart the game over and over again till i won.. hahaa.. watch tv show oso..

for dinner my sis bought a spring chicken marinated wif lemongrass.. duno wat's tt.. each of us eat 1 side but still cant finish..

so now after playing game, watching tv, eat, drink blah blah.. feel guilty lorx.. shd be studying de but nv touch notes.. am i destined to fail.. how to cure laziness? how to study? how to get motivation?

so hope i can concentrate for the next few hrs.. and wont end up walking ard or in bed..


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wen to my gan ma(godmother) hse today.. seriously i had no recollection of her.. maybe she take care of mi when i was juz born? onli rem things at age 4 0r 5 ba.. dun even had a photo wif her..

dun rem gg to her hse bai nian until recent yrs when i had to go by myself.. always stayed there for 2 hrs lydat.. in the 2 hrs i'll juz keep eating.. cos duno wat to say lei.. quite weird de.. our relationship seems so close but i dun hav memories of her.. haizz..

i onli go to her hse once every yr.. even though everytime when i left she will say if u ar free come and visit us lorx..

so today went there for onli 45 min and i left.. quite guilty.. sorry.. =(


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Thursday, February 17, 2005
11:19 pm

忘了有多久 再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事

我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局



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相信自己的童话 相信梦想会成真
有梦想的人就不会寂寞。 　　

对我来说，有梦想，就像心里面有一个童话。那个童话，可以是在一个海岛上，拥有自己的dream house，可以是跟一个人幸福快乐的活到老，也可以是为心爱的人做的一件事，甚至可以是做一件没有人会相信们做得到的事... 　　

相信童话，就像相信我们的梦想会实现一样，因为我们就是这个童话故事的主人，我们就是这个童话故事的作者，我们决定故事的结局。 　　每个人心中都曾拥有好多的梦想，这些梦想不应该消失。

相信自己的童话，相信梦想会成真。


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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
1:07 am

was watching 9 pm show 1/2 yuan fen today.. then 1 part terence cao say:" in a relationship is an exhausting and time consuming thing.." i truly truly agree.. no wonder i give up easily..

anyway tis morn wake up at 8, sweep floor cos starhub ppl says coming frm 9-1pm.. so ironing clothes till 10 plus then they came..-_-" made mi wake up so early..

sooo gald tt its all done liao.. internet finally back.. yup as u can c ii hav been doin hsehold chores liao.. my maid went back to indo on 31 jan liao.. i'm so gald she's gone.. sorry to say but i dun tink she's part of my family larx.. kind of disturbance in my life for the past yrs..

now i can on my light thru out w/o having to take into consideration tt she's slping..eh dun tt i like to imagine.. but when there's onli 2 of us at hm i would at times scared tt she may kill mi.. hahaa.. xiang tai duo..


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Monday, February 14, 2005
12:49 am

hahaaa.. duno whether to publish wat yy and i hav been msging.. funny and will laught till beng.. better not larx.. wait she kill mi.. for more details pls look for mi or yy..

so actually today is juz like any other day spent ba.. no feel de.. went for tut.. wa.. tt gal is no longer getting on my nerves, she has pulled them.. had a new hula hoop, keep playing wif it.. ask her work work, write 2 lines and she say tired.. then she goes on rotating on chair.. aarrrgghh..

tt was the hardest 1 hr 30 min i hav lived wif..

went to yy hse after tt.. 1st visit after knowing her for yrs..

was following the blk no.. 689d, 689e, 690a.. eh no 689f lei.. she came down fetch mi and we walk back to where i came frm cos sh and stella coming..

eat steamboat.. was eating lots frm steamboat tis yr.. in the past, during new yr, even though hav i oso dun eat de.. later went into yy's rm.. read mag, take photo wif jay's poster, talk..

then some1 call and yy talk in 1 corner while we entertain ourselves.. hav u ever seen such a host? they can really chat lei.. till 10 plus when we go hm yy mum say:" tis yr is lonely vday, next yr each of u bring 1 to my hse to bai nian.." hahaa..

yy mum ask yy to bring us to bus stop but as she is still on phone, we told her we can managed even though it's a little far.. and i told her mum:" let her continue larx, if not how to bring 1 hm for cny next yr.." =P


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Sunday, February 13, 2005
12:17 am

eh slp till 1 plus in the afternoon yest.. had to go help parents larx today so nv go boon tat hse for welfare dinner..

wake up at 6 am today.. they ar the onli stall selling today.. i always tink their stall is in non strategic location of all places in hougang.. cos got lots of ah peh and ah ma.. how can they eat too much fried stuff..

anyway.. lucky i brought my discman if not i'll fall asleep on my journey there.. reach hm at 2 plus in the afternoon.. soon after my relatives came.. yes.. once again..

was asking my mum:' dun u get tired playing mahjong for the 3rd time in 5 days??!'

went into slp after tt and when i wake up, it's time to watch show liao.. oh then wei jie, my pri 1 cousin had a fall and dislocate his arm.. @_@
went to c doc lorx.. so his whole family left..

my 3rd aunt was telling mi her daughter aka my another cousin k2 onli, ask her mum whose the fattest among my 4 other cousins, ting lin, min and qin.. so my 3rd aunt reply:"hmmm tink is a min jie jie" then jing yi reply:"nooo, i tink is a ting jie jie..." wahahaa..

she's onli 6 lorx.. u cant blame her rite.. no way to vent anger so ting ask:" i' really tt fat meh.." hahahaa..

at nite after my relatives left, i help to sweep the floor cos really dirty.. then my mum mop floor.. as she has to get up early the next day for her biz, mi being kind offer to help her.. damn it lorx tis is wat she reply: 'NO NEED..' wth.. doesnt pay to be kind..

once again she had a tiff wif my dad.. i really take my hat off them.. pei fu pei fu..

at 12 midnite, after so many days of slacking i tot it's a gd time to study.. then dad came to sit on the sofa.. -_-" tt's distracting lorx.. so i ask my sis to tell him if he dun wan to go back to him rm to slp, go to my bro de cos he in thai noe training ma.. "nvm nvm u go slp 1st lorx.." tt's wat he told my sis.. halo.. it's not abt slping, it's abt distracting..

he keep walking ard till i go slp.. was telling him:" can u juz go slp need to wake up early tml lorx.. zhen de shi bai ge ni men lei, san tian 2 tou jiu chao.."

ya tt's it..


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Saturday, February 12, 2005
3:39 am

whoa today very happening ar.. so tired wake up at 9 tis morn.. go katong rp hse.. eh she moved larx.. i sk de so muz take a look at bigger house.. c too much hdb..

but her hse really stunning larx.. got 4 or 5 cars wif same driving no.. her karaoke place upgrade.. now use projector to watch movie.. we watch the doll master.. damn scary lorx.. make mi dun dare to go toilet..

as usual took photos.. eh very bhb but i muz say tis.. after i had tis stupid hair cut, i find tt my face look better, as in not tt big and fat as b4 when i take photos.. wahhaa.. u noe gals larx..

then we travel from one end of spore to another.. went to yun hse in clementi to eat steamboat.. wenli, nixon, yu shan, geng qin, yy, simon, mi, and yun sp.. whoa..

we eat very little onli lei.. maybe all too shy larx.. hahaaa.. still there is lots of craps.. too much.. buay tahan.. our yu sheng oso lao till luan qi ba zao.. ahahaa.. but tt's the way rite..

later take photos again.. at 2300 leave yun hse.. nv watch twelve kingdom!! so sad.. i went to tampines.. yup from katong to clementi aNd to tampines..

my relatives started playing mahjong at 11 plus.. so go lorx.. reach at 12 plus.. yup i did tis blog in my aunt hse.. soooo long nv online le lorx.. was wide awake so dun waste time larx..

really had a fun time today!


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Friday, February 11, 2005
4:07 am

yea today went to ah ma hse at 1 plus.. tok to my cousins who ar 1 or 2 yrs younger de..then watch tv, play cards blah blah./.

i wear a short skirt there so i brought along a short to change if not very uncomfortable.. then there all ppl i noe so okie de ma.. hahaa.. tt's the onli 1 hr appearance of my skirt.. cos when i went hm i wear shorts.. 12 am le ma.. $50 ang bao in all.. pathetic rite..

i got a cousin tis yr k2.. when ask her whu she like best, my sis or me? hahaa.. u noe kid speak nth but the absolute and cruel truth.. hahaaa...

she tink for a while then say both.. she like my small size but like my sis fair face.. mine got pimples ma.. haiz.. so she says if we can switch head it will be nice..

then we understand from her mum, my aunt that she scared she would hav pimples on her face.. so her mum told her to drink more water if not will hav then she will follow.. once she tot she lose lots of hair so her mum says muz drink the cod liver oil tt my cousin hate for hair to be strong.. for the sake of beauty she drank it..

oh my.. she's onli 6 lorx!! so conscious of looks liao.. shi jie bian le..


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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
4:18 am

help my mum clean hse... then suddenly rem i shd hav go back northland.. juz behind my blk.. hmmm..

at nite some relatives from my paternal side came over to my hse.. usually we had reunion dinner at my ah ma hse.. tis yr diff so feel a bit weird weird de..

anyway wasnt slping till 1 plus.. and 30 min into my slp i wake up again.. all bcos of my sis ear piercing laughter.. i had my door close lorx.. thanks.. so i wake up watch the ending of the stupid funny show she watching.. my parents ar watching tt too.. -_-"

oh ya my hse can c m'sia from far.. so when it's new yr day at 12 after countdown we can c the fire works from afar lorx..

then i look up into the sky.. a beam of white light flew across.. short and sweet.. hmm tt cant be fireworks rite.. oh my!! shooting star lorx!! 1st time ever i saw 1!! quickly made a wish.. can be considered near distance le lorx.. cos i staying 9th storey lei..

wahahaa.. it's a damn nice experience.. u all shd go watch meteor shower if there is one.. i'm still in the state of happiness after afew days.. wat an impact it gave mi..

thanks shooting star! whahaaa..=P


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reach ah po hse at 1 plus.. started watching tv till 6 plus.. ya it was tt bo liao.. after tt makan.. watch tv again.. total ang bao $42..

went hm by bus at 10.. parents still gambling.. watch twelve kingdom and went to slp.. wasnt sleeping very well tt nite.. keep flipping and tossing.. not bcos no $$ larx..


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