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Sunday, February 21, 2010
1:21 pm

the normal stuff done during cny like tidying up the room, packing and giving away old clothes..

what is not done is playing cards and chat like before..

it's like i forgo the one chance that appear once in a year..

went to birdpark and istana this year.. funny huh..

i'm so slack and so not in the mood, but i want a change..

i'm so exsperated but i cannot be serious enough to go through the whole process..

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a show with high ratings. so i decided to watch even though there isnt any idols which i like..


I love this show!

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there is no boring moments when watching this movie.. i'm going to read the books..

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Saturday, February 20, 2010
3:00 pm

jan is such a slack month..
I think my year will only kick off with cny..
here's my resolution for the year..
1) Travel to Japan.. Travelling has always been the top of my list ever since I graduate.. I would always list down a lot of places.. Even if Japan is not attainable, I want to travel to Thailand..

2) Change of job. I must and will make it happen.. Even though I am still so slack right now, not in the mood at all.. =(

3) Improve my Japanese.. Not sure how, watch more japanese show, listen to more japanese songs, go for more conversation sessions.. I must grab every chance given. Don’t slack!! A friend mention that he is unsure whether to continue with Japanese which he has been learning for so many years or to move on to othe language.. he has so much involvement with japanese related stuff that i would think it is tiring too.. haha.. i have taken a 2 years break from learning so i'm refreshed and decided to bring it to a higher level..

4) Read! Read novels, history, anything!

5) Learn how to cook! This is brought forward from last year.. Hahaa..

6) Buy wii.. (This one is achieved!!! Yay~~)

7) Complete my write ups..

8) Be nice to others..

I have this love-hate relationship with myself.
I think I love myself too much, so much so that I have no rooms for others to be in my heart.
I think I hate myself for not being myself, for unable to think faster than I want to, for not carrying out actions which I tend to regret later, for being so low confidence..

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Friday, February 19, 2010
11:46 pm

那时候未来遥远而没有形状
梦想还不知道叫什么名字
我常常一个人走很长的路
在起风时觉得自己像一片落叶
仰望着星空
我想知道
有人正从世界的某个地方朝我走来吗
像光那样从一颗星到达另一颗星

几米。。

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
10:56 pm

附席慕容《一棵开花的树》:

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻

为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛于是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁

阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情

而当你终于无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心

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一棵开花的树

为了能再遇见你,我在佛前求了500年,结果佛真的只是让我看你一眼,之后你便匆忙离去。

我不甘心只是看你一眼,我求佛,佛让我再修500年,结果佛只是让我们擦肩而过。

我更不甘心只是和你错过,我又去求佛,佛要我再修1000年。

如今算算,999年都已过去了。

佛说就在今天,我将再遇见你。

    ……

    我不解。

    佛给我讲了段四千年前的故事:

    佛让女孩修炼了500年,修完之日,佛带她到殿外的菩提园。在菩提园里有种灵树,它一生只开一次花,开出的花不但花形好看,而且花香四溢,即便是几里外都可以闻到它的芬芳。然而当灵树全部开完花,也就是开到50朵的时候,她的生命也就终结了。

    于是佛把女孩化做一棵树,长在男孩的家门口。

    刚开始,女孩觉得有些不适应,孤零零的一个人,但想到同那500年漫长的煎熬相比,又算得了什么呢。只要一想到不久之后就可以见到心中的他,女孩就兴奋不已。

    灵树拼命地吸收着阳光,吸吮着雨露,想快点长大。就在一个漆黑的夜,第一朵花开了,女孩高兴得不得了,她不停地抖动着叶子,以表达她内心的激动心情。

    第二天清晨,女孩静静地等待着男孩的出现。终于,在女孩的千呼万唤下男孩出来了,女孩很紧张,因为男孩即将看到美丽的自己。可男孩根本没留意到门外还有一颗树,一棵只为他而开花的树,头也不回的走了。

    女孩心想:也许是开的花太少了。此时她还不是最美丽的。因此,她加倍地吸收着所有的养分,只盼能开出更多美丽的花儿。女孩根本就没去在意,佛祖在她化成树的那日说的话。

    花儿一天开一朵,越开越多,引来行人流连忘返,他们从未见过如此美丽的花;这独特的花,女孩相信男孩也一定会喜欢。

    得不到男孩的爱就算给予女孩整个世界的赞赏,又有什么意义呢。女孩不明白:难道她真的就一点都不美吗?500年来的痛苦、伤害,都不曾使她动摇过;而此刻女孩有些彷徨、有些犹豫了。女孩试图说服自己,连500年的等待都不怕,难道就没有多等几天的勇气么。

    很晚的时候,男孩醉醺醺地回来了。女孩很心疼,她多想告诉他,要好好保重。

    男孩慢慢地走向了女孩,她简直不敢相信眼前的事。这一幕在女孩的心里又何止出现了千遍万遍。男孩一步一步地挪到树前,望了望眼前的树,之后就倒地不醒了。

    天很冷,风很大。女孩此时多么渴望自己能变成棉被,好温暖男孩的身子。但她只是棵美丽而平凡的树,什么也做不了。只能眼睁睁地看着这个她求了500年的人在寒风中瑟瑟发抖。

    风刮得更厉害了,男孩的身子也下意识地倦缩成了一团。女孩再也看不下去了,她得做点什么,她需要做点什么事呢。女孩选择了特有的方式。

    失去了叶子和花儿的树什么都没有了,只有内心那一丝丝不灭的希望。

    风使劲地刮着,似乎知道她没什么抵抗能力了,一场生与死的较量在这个冬夜里悄悄地上演着。看到身上披着灵树“衣服”熟睡的男孩,女孩感到很欣慰。可女孩知道她可能撑不到明天开花的时候了,但她仍在努力地撑着。

    女孩与寒风中度过了一夜,快奄奄一息了,女孩说了声:别了,我最爱的人。他们身后响起了树木断裂的声音,灵树倒了,连同那个还没开花的最后一个花苞。

    此时,佛祖出现了。

    佛祖问:“后悔不?”

    佛祖说:“你想每天都可以看到彼此。那你还需要再修炼500年。”

    女孩说:“我愿意!”

    500年又过去了,男孩依然如故……

    佛祖再次出现在了女孩的面前。此时,女孩伤心欲绝,女孩问佛:“为什么他还是不懂得珍惜呢?一千年了,这一千年来,她经历了无数的苦难挫折,为的只是能和他在一起,而他却不知道。500年前是这样,500年后还是这样。”

    佛祖长叹道:“世间人总是执迷于贪嗔痴恋,而有些事是要放下的。”

    女孩已心灰意冷了,伴随着对男孩的绝望。

    于是,她求佛留在他身边修行,远离人世间的情仇爱恨。佛答应了。

    于是佛祖让女孩重新轮回,来到人间。

    某日,女孩踏青时遇到了两千年前负她的那个男孩……

    佛祖笑了笑,说道:“前世因,后世果。你修炼的一千年是用来弥补女孩所修的那一千年,而另外一千年是为了让女孩重新树立起对爱的信念。”

    男孩猛拍了下自己的脑袋,“哎,这都怪我,幸好上天让我今生得到补偿的机会。”

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Monday, February 08, 2010
11:17 pm

i took a liking for dresses recently. i want to buy more pretty and affordable dresses. sh intro a web but it's so popular i wonder if i'll be able to get my hands on anything.. haha..




the 2 cuties on my partition now..


the bedsheets and curtain i bought for me and my siblings..

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楊丞琳-匿名的好友 MV(網友自制版)

any song that goes with the show is beautiful...


羅志祥 (愛不單行)

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Sunday, February 07, 2010
12:28 am

24.1.10 Sunday: yay~ running for a 2nd week..
watched toothfairy. it's so hilarious!! i never expect it to be so funny i feel like watching it again! =D

after which met ah fang and amy for dinner @ ichiban sushi again. haha.. gg ichiban these days..

25.1.10 mon: went for maeda sensei's class today.. she is also fun in another way.. she looks serious but the things she said was funny..

26.1.10 tue: ot

27.1.10 wed: went to Astons with sec sch girls today. there are quite a lot of restaurants in ssc.. but really inaccessible.. we did a recall of where we went for our bday in the afternoon.. lol.. yy made a table for us to fill in and sh did most of it.. super memory.. hahaa.. old days are good memory and precious lessons..


28.1.10 thu: ot.. i'm doing quite a bit of ot these days.. sian la.. my colleague's hb who is scheduled to fly to korea, got this trip cancelled cos client is not ready wth their setup.. what the.. there are quite a bit of stuff i want to buy.. to think i spent my lunchtime finding pictures..

29.1.10 fri: 喜欢的人不出现,出现的人不喜欢。i dont only meam guys.. is this a test of my patience?

30.1.10 sat: ktv session with hippoers.. haha.. robert and daphne sings well.. solid.. we went to this top one in bugis.. big room, cheap rates, got dry ice effect and disco lights.. lol..

31.1.10 sun: met up with pig and her hb to the bridal shop. she is choosing her gowns for wedding shoots.. gg tw in mar.. iidesu ne..

after which met my sis to makan in pastamania.. i swear not to go there before their promo ends cos i lost the card but well...

3.2.10 wed: went for kumamoto sensei's class today.. ppl come for class because class is fun and stress relieve? after gg through 2 terms of elementary, 4 terms of intermediate, and close to a term of pre advanced, there are people who still cannot read hiragana?! shocked!

my wii arrive today! i placed an order online on 24th jan. the next day they replied saying they need copy of my card and id for verification purpose as they are afraid of credit card fraud. i hesitated for a day and decided to send in the end, covering up some details. i wrote them a super long email.. lol.. they replied on 29th saying will sent the parcel out. it arrived on the 2nd but no one was around to receive it..

finally got my hands on it! i bought a japan set so i'm only able to play japanese games. but it is because japanese games are more fun that i bought a japan set. no i never thought of mod. if i did, i wouldnt have sent so much on it. i take this as a long term investment.. haha.. only afraid that i'll not play it often. my house is too small.. even if i want to leave the set there, there is no space.. oh god..

5.2.10 fri: i realise this vietnam girl likes to sit beside me.. =.=" or is it because others sit on the outside and i always have the outer seat empty? corner seata gave me a sense of security la.. i wonder which horoscope she belongs to because...

6.2.10 sat: went for hanasukai in JAS today.. i thought i should do something more for my jap besides gg for lesson since i am free, since i want to become better in it, since there is this chance right now..

recently watching:

1st ep of this show is kind of boring.. but because there are only 10 plus ep, the story moves quickly.. happy to sad and hopefully happy again..


just watched the 1st ep.. okie lorx.. hope it gets more and more funny.. haha.. it's better to watch online than on tv cos they are doing too much censoring.. like the scene when ella got kissed by a girl..

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