Saturday, June 27, 2009
10:33 pm
CODE BLUE, it is a better show that Iryu and Godhand Teru..
Iryu is too political..
Teru is too short..
Code blue is special, talking about doctors that go on heli to save ppl..
14.6.09 Sunday
Father's day. Celebrated it one week earlier.. We went to tin tai feng @ bishan..
my sis says she will pay for it.. Father's day cum getting her 1st pay..
13.6.09 Saturday
Visit robert. Poor him, hurt his leg badly in a soccer match..
We party in his house.. Did pot luck, play wii, watch "tian cai chongx3"
there are like 12 of us but we bought food for 30 heads..
I want to buy wii..
11.6.09 Thursday
went ktv with sh and yy.. Duno what to sing at first.. Duno what's the latest..
then we start to turn to oldies.. And I think it's quite fun this way..
but I got no voice =="
I still want to go ktv..
10.6.09 Wednesday
watch "Dance Subaru" today. Not as good as it seems to be.. sad..
9.6.09 Tuesday
met up with pig for dinner.. Went to cine's bbq chicken.. Seriously after that night, I had fear for chicken for the whole of next week.. Still not eating much meat even till now..
the place is awesome.. Has a tv mount onto the wall, playing tvxq's concert..
I love their dance..Labels: bleah
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I REALISED WE DO NOT STAY IN THE SAME PLACE FOR LONG, WE LEVEL UP.
K1, K2, PRIMARY ONE - SIX.. THE SUBJECTS WE TOOK ARE THE SAME BUT IT INCREASE IN DIFFICULTY.
OUR SURROUNDINGS, OUR FRIENDS, CHANGED.
PEOPLE COME AND GO. THOSE WHO STAY SHOULD BE CHERISHED.
FRIENDS THAT WE MAKE BACK THEN ARE REAL..
HOW DO PEOPLE COME TO CONSENSUS WITH THEMSELVES THAT THEY SHOULD SETTLE FOR THIS WORK FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE?
NOT SURE SINCE WHEN, BUT DON’T FEEL LIKE I BELONG HERE ANYMORE..
I AM SICK OF THIS FAÇADE WORLD THAT I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO LIVE IN..
THOUGHTS ARE COMPLICATED AND HARD TO FATHOM?
I'M LACKING AND NOT CONTENTED.
I PASTE MY 'BIBLE' - 40 TIPS FOR A BETTER LIFE ON MY OFFICE TABLE, IN MY HOUSE SO THAT I CAN READ AND FEEL BETTER WHEN I GET FRUSTRATED AND DEPRESSED.. IT HELPS.. HOPE I CAN REMEMBER AND USE THEM ONE DAY..
AT TIMES, DO YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING WHILE WORKING?
DO NOT UNDERSTAND Y PPL WOULD SHOUT TO EACH OTHER DURING WORK.. WE ARE PAID TO DO OUR JOB AND IT INCLUDES MAKING ENEMIES?
THESE PPL CAN NEVER BE CLOSE. THOSE THAT ARE CLOSE ARE BECAUSE THEY WORK AROUND EACH OTHER, HAD TO BEAR WITH EACH OTHER..
BUT BE PATIENT AND CONSIDERATE SHD BE THE RIGHT WAY?
THIS KIND OF REASONING IS RUBBISH..
BEING FRIENDLY IS GOOD.. BUT I NEVER WANT TO BE IN CONTACT AFTER WORKING HRS.. I SEE ENOUGH OF THEM AT WORK.. MORE THAN 8 HRS A DAY.. MORE THAN THE TIME I SEE MY MUM.. NOT SURE Y SOME ARE SO ENTHUIASTIC ANOUT IT..
I DESERVED TO BE LONELY.. I CHOSE TO KEEP A POKER FACE AND IGNORE.. I CANT GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE, NOT SURE WHY.. MAYBE IT'S JUST PLAIN LAZY AND NOT WANTING TO COMMIT..
WHILE SHE BITCH ABOUT THE OUTCAST, SHE DID NOT REALISE SHE IS SIMILAR TO THE OUTCAST. THAT'S Y SHE DISLIKE HER?
I DONT EXCACTLY DISLIKE OUTCAST, JUST DONT LIKE HER FUNNY QN.. BUT EVERYONE IS UNIQUE IN THEIR OWN WAY.. MAYBE SHE'S TOO UNIQUE THAT'S WHY.. FEEL SORRY FOR OUTCAST SOMETIMES WHEN SHE DONT TRY TO ACT CUTE TO ME..
I'M LIEK A COMMONER FROM THE OLD TIMES.. ONLY KNOW HOW TO FOLLOW THE NORMS..
I AM NOT TICKLISH. I DONT LAUGH AT THE SLIGHTEST THING LIKE HER.. i ALWAYS THOUGHT: "WHERE'S THE LAUGHING POINT?" I KNOW IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE PEOPLE LAUGHING WHEN U'R TRYING TO BE FUNNY..I'M SORRY TO DISAPPOINT THOSE THAT WANT ME TO LAUGH AT YOUR WORDS IF I DID NOT CATCH IT.. SO WHEN I SAY SMT IS FUNNY, I'M SURE U WILL ROLL ON THE FLOOR..
I GUESS I WORK TOO CLOSE WITH HER.. COMPARING ME AND HER, MANY ADORE HER.. I'M NOT ENVYING HER. SHE IS NICE BUT SHE'S IRRITATING AT THE SAME TIME IN MY EYES..
THE UGLY AND THE NICE SIDE.. THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE HAS BUT IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY.. SHE MAY THINK OF ME AS LOW RESPONSIVE, ANTI SOCIAL BLAH BLAH..
I KNOW I'M WEIRD, I JUST LOVE TO CRITIZE.. I'M FREE, THAT'S Y I CAN DO UP THESE NONSENSE.. I'LL STOP HERE AND GO WITH NICE POSTS..
I'M GLAD I STILL FIT IN A CORNER OF THIS DISTORTED PUZZLE..Labels: BLAH
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I have lost track of what I'm doing recently.
I'm already forgetful and getting old..
anyway after 2 wks, my mum found a replacement to help out in her stall.. so i can sleep till the sun shines brightly over me..
Let's see..
recently I started watching "we got married" again..
that time I stopped because I cannot download from any good source without it hanging..
I just loved this variety show.. Brings me some much laughter..
I'm insane in my mum's eyes when I laughed so hard to my com..
sadly this show stops at ep 55.. there goes my source of laughter..
in this "food court" we called 2nd street, there is this fish soup stall in front and this indian stall at the back..
recently the indian stall and the fish soup stall did a swop..
anyone with eyes would have realise..
one day when I return to the seat with a bowl of fish bee hoon, A smarty asked me this :" u went to the indian stall to buy and she tell u fish soup stall has change to the back?"
seriously I would love to try fish soup sell by an indian..
no offence but is it that difficult to realise?
am I without eyes to see that the stalls have made a swop?
Is she without a brain? I think inside her skull is fluid..
omg..
my brain cells always freeze at moments like that..
it's not that I'm discriminating her but I just don’t want to get brain freeze without drinking slurpee..
this is really an advanced level, really difficult to master..
I guess she practise in front of the mirror..
I'm not a guy.. Please don’t do this to me..
I wont go: "how naïve and innocent you are… " EEEE…. I think my phlegm is coming out, going to spit anytime..
come on, How STUPID can one get?
it's not without general knowledge anymore, it's just plain stupid..
I seldom want to talk to her because I'm afraid this kind of "idioism" will spread..
I told my mum about it. Hope my bro will not get a wife like that.
my mum does not understand my story at first..
ME: can u imagine your daughter in law come to u and ask," mum how come u know there sell fish soup? Is it because u went to the indian stall and the ah ne told u it's behind?"
ME: u are going to just laugh right..
MUM: CRAZY ah.. There stand an indian and the food there, of course I know that stall not selling fish soup la!
exactly.. U will not understand unless u are in my shoes..
this is just a short story out of the many I have experienced..
I think I'll try to play along next time.. Entertain her back abit..
i will try to hide my horns, throw away my red fork and put on a halo on top of me..Labels: stories
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
10:55 pm
6.6.09 Saturday
my aunt's bday.. She order pizzas and kfc and I ate to my full even though I so damn constipated.
I had to drink lethal fibre to feel movement in my stomach..
anyway ate chendol cake. Nice!!!
5.6.09 Friday
Joey's bday cele @ vivo.. had to be cinderella cos i need to wake up early to help my parents tml..Labels: bdays
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went to my cousin's wedding tonight.. Wore the outfit I bought from taiwan for the 1st time. I love it. A 2 piece that cost me only 40 bucks. That pair of shoes on my feet are also from taiwan.
I seldom wear it as it is HIGH but I can manage WALKING in it.. Don’t hurry me..
I took bus to somewhere near tiong bahru before I flag for cab..
my cousin looked so beautiful in her gown.. oww.. i also want to have this most beautiful moment in life.. =)Labels: cousin's wedding
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bought new clothes from tokyo fashion! The material is good.. The spree is done almost every wk as there are just so many that buy with this web. The handling charges are cheaper.. Thumbs up!Labels: tokyo fashion
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it's been so long since I last wrote smt..
I want to write a super long entry today.
Things/events/work/leisure/play are more or less the same day in, day out.
wake up at 6 in the morning, thanks to my colleague I do not have to squeeze public transport.
work is monotonous, repeatitive, irritating blah blah..
to deal with the people is worst than anything.
even people that work close to you is a source of frustration
another long 9 months..
I need to stay for another 9 months before I decide whether to move on.
I don’t like to hang words by my mouth and take no action
I know it's a way of complaining by saying stuff like" I'm not doing it anymore, I want to quit"
work is hard, and everyone is struggling..
we must give credit to the effort we put in
things are still not at the edge but it's getting near to my limit..
tiring.. It is not fun in the first place but it is taxing.
I am just doing a job, routinely, not what I wanted despite what I study..
I always wonder what other things I can do but I really do not know..
boring
already the salary is not high, if I were to go try for work that I though would be fun, I will have to compromise?
I must think from now.. What I wanted to do so I have enough time to prepare myself..
I dread going back on my own. I hate mrt.
I love bus but will die from the over long journey.
I felt happy for my sis who seems to have found a job she loves.
it seems like she look forward to work everyday
working with passion?
how nice..
my purpose everyday is not to curse ppl, say bad things abt them, say the 3 letter word..
so my way of doing is to praise them from now on..
eg. stupid idiot = how clever..
even at the small coffeeshop where my parents work, there are some relations problems, not to mention in companies..
how weird.. Everyone wears a mask. Those that don’t ends up quarrelling.
I can never understand these jokers. How can they keep mouth up when you are angry? When people are just saying smt wrong..
just bcos they are superior? U are giving them respect or are jokers = bootlickers?
that Is some skill I can never learn.
my face just turn black or my eyes will go red if they try to be funny..
maybe I'm not strong enough..
I sidetrack.. Anyway I was saying an auntie that work for my parents finally quit.. Ya somehow she did not get along with my parents since a year ago..
they decide not to get another auntie, paying the current one more..
in the end, I had to be free labour on Saturday.. Ya good stuff never come to my side and I wonder why.. I guess I need to do more volunteer work..
waking up @ 6 again and do labour work for 5 hrs..
I can forsee the countless saturdays that I will be down..
no more klunch cos I need Sunday to sleep late..Labels: long thoughts lost thoughts
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