yup i'm here to complain again.. haha.. this is my shout box..
i'm a temp accounts assistant and a receptionist to be.. --" i receive calls everyday but all not for me..
caller:'is this XXX industry?'
me(oh no..): yes...
caller:'can u put me to maXX fraXXX?'
me: i'm not the recep, can u call main line?
i tink i can record this down and play it when ppl call..
i slam the phone twice yesterday cos they juz dun give up calling my no asking for others, wasting my precious time.. it's mth end okie..
caller:'can i speak to ManXXX FraXXX?' (this is the 6th person looking for him calling my no. and he's not in the accounts --")
me:'this no. belong to me, are u looking for some1 in the accounts?'
caller:'oh but they give me this no. to find him.. have u seen him b4? he's a thin man, from philippines?'
me (wa seh.. this is smt.. how would i noe when his face doesnt write the words "i'm from philippines") :'no duno'
caller:'oh u are new here?'
me (idiot stop wasting my time, the whole co has few hundred ppl, am i suppose to noe all?) : ya
caller:'can u put me to letXX?'
me: who's tt?
caller: 'the recep..'
my blood really boil @ this man.. u tink it's fun? tmd.. since u noe my co so well then y the hell dun u call urself lorz!
and i slam the phone..
after lunch another person call looking for the same guy and i qn her y she call this no., give her the main line and i slam it again..
wahahaa..
i wonder when the recep will quit then maybe i'll take over her.. i hav recep experience b4 wor.. and i tink i'll do well..
this wk i slept well.. cos i slp @ 11 instead of 12.. i grasp the time for an empty train and time for bus so tt i wont wait for long.. i like my lunch khakis.. all new staffs and we gossip everyday on endless topics.. i like wearing nicely to work everyday.. it's a striking difference when u compare to other ppl there..
job is still a little boring.. ppl over there mostly uncles and aunties.. got 1 shuai ang moh but seldom got chance to talk.. auditors that came are all girls.. all look young and hav dress sense.. what happen to all the guys?
love paradise by kelly chan.. this is a very very nice song tt i bet many of u haven hear b4.. some1 made this mv.. it's so creative! beautiful...
you're always on my mind all day just all the time you're everything to me brightest star to let me see you touch me in my dreams we kiss in every scene i pray to be with u thru rain and shiny days i'll love u till i die deep as sea wide as sky the beauty of our love paints rainbows everywhere we go need u, all my life, you're my hope, you're my pride in your arms i find my heaven in your eyes my sea and sky may life be our love paradise
no secrets - i'll remember u.. ずっと。。 a song suitable for graduation and friendship.. meaningful and true to the end..
i still hav this msg in my hp right now.. i still hav many msgs that frens send me in the past.. this was sent by ronnie some yrs ago, very encouraging.. like to look @ it when i'm feeling down..
when things go wrong when sadness fills your heart, when tears flow in your eyes, always remember 3 things, 1) YOU ARE CUTE 2) I'M CUTE 3) THEY ARE ALL UGLY
wahahaa..
from feng kai: when u are feeling tired, look @ the sky! many stars are twinkling bright, may they make u feel better.. yea, look @ the calm sky and dun tink of anything.. =P
has not been forwarding msgs like these and receiving them these days.. how i miss sch days..
"in life everything happens for a reason, ppl dun juz meet by chance but by fate.. in meeting u however, who cares about the reason? i'm juz glad i did.. =) "
i'm not feeling too well this week.. 元気じゃありません。 i ate smt wrong on mon, diahorrea on tue and had this weird feel in my stomach for the rest of the week.. へんなきもちがある。 feel like vomitting after i ate my meals --"
i tink my assistant mgr is very angry cos i take leave suddenly and i cant tell her it's bcos i'm gg interviews.. i got to noe of this job opening on mon, went to co late on tue bcos of stomachache, took half day off on wed for the 1st interview and actually went for the 2nd interview suddenly on thu..
maybe i shouldnt hav done that.. it's too fast and i'm not prepared.. hehe.. 1st time gg for 2nd interview but i tink tt's it man.. i say things like, 'i duno, maybe, i got no qn for them'.. i really cant think! 頭がはたらきません。<- duno right anot.. haha..
it's like having a large stone pressing me down this wk.. i feel that i cant hardly breathe man.. job is getting boring when u get used and noe wat to do.. a mth le(and it's onli a mth) and not getting salary i'm cannot stay afloat soon..
i wake up @ 6, slp @ 12 @ nite but i'll wake up in the middle of the nite for no gd reason.. i cant go to bed early cos i'll end up flipping round and waiting to get into slp.. i can onli depend on wkend and slp to the fullest..
got many things to do and it seems like there's not enuff time.. i woke up @ 6 today to read my adv theory bcos i haven learn anything @ all! hehe but failed the test 4 hrs later.. @_@ wat to do? take again lo..
somewhat used to waking up @ 6 le.. but still feel so drained out by the end of the day..
tis is a video for the movie 'nana' .. a movie long time ago.. song name is glamourous sky.. nice ^^
a video of the movie 'brave story' !
i tink the japanese anime bleach used a lot of nice songs! too many to list.. now the anime showing in central, 'd-greyman' is a very interesting anime and has nice songs too!
"excuse me excuse me" .. we always hear this words.. even in a bus tt's packed to its door, we still hear this.. --"
no space to even lift my hand, how do i excuse to let u pass when u are twice my size?? irritating lei.. if i noe how to climb to the ceiling then maybe it helps..
patience is all we need.. wait for the bus to stop first then 'cuse me' .. many ppl alighting here, me too, no worries alright..
singapore bus drivers are very nice.. they wait for ppl to get up from their seat and slow walk out of the bus..
lift doors closes automatically even w/o u pressing it, it like a 1 sec difference, so even if i dun press it, dun get too worked up and press the 'close button' HARD.. it will close alright..
the same applies for the packed escalator, it only take u seconds to go up and down, so dun try to 'cuse me' ! no space to move, wat u wan me to do? jump out of the escalator?!
there's this lady sitting diagonally behind me who has a LOUD voice and talk as if she the best.. shorter and rounder than me.. she's so arrogrant , always says:"i'm very angry today u know!" even though she's not any1 high in rank..
this lady is doing subsidary booking and claims while we do the holding co stuff.. not related @ all..
today she took a piece of inv and walk to my table, say to me, or rather shout, bcos she's so irritated and her voice is so loud tt i tot i'll go deaf: "did u book in this subsidary's inv?"
'no i din, i only handle freight' in a nice manner..
still shouting:"then who did it?!"
'it's the new girl's signature...' (in a calm tone..)
she still damn irritated:"y she did it! she cannot wat! y she do tt!"
'she's new, juz learn 2 days ago, maybe she duno....'(sian...)
she's exploding soon:"y she did it! she cannot! y she do tt!"
'i duno, ask her tml..' (i just couldnt be bothered with her..)
idiot woman rite.. she's out to pick a fight with me.. i'm not the BRAIN CELLS of the new girl, HOW ON EARTH WOULD I NOE? and she DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH IF NOT HOW COME SHE CAN REPEAT HERSELF WHEN I TOLD HER THE REASON? maybe she dun hav ears.. wahahaha...
it's a mistake but it can be corrected.. juz reverse the entry la! need to get so worked up not.. --"
i wonder how she spend her many yrs shouting and getting irritated over small stuffs! i look @ her i feel like vomitting, how can she stand herself?
i'm free after completing my posting today.. so i was rope in with the testing of the internal procedure.. for compliance with sox.. wow! some things i study was mentioned man! especially in the area of audit and fr.. but well i start small.. pick samples then go find the evidence.. i tink the tester's job is very fun and able to learn a lot cos u go ard and familiarise yourself with the procedure..
i got to noe a lot of ppl this wk! after almost 8 mths in pre adv 1, besides knowing esther, today got contacts of few other ppl.. haha.. at work oso got to noe the other testers.. iidesu ne.. =D
mon 3/9: after jap class went ard far east and to buy my cousin bday present.. then i bought 2 cardigan for myself! cost $35, quite okie ba..
tue 4/9: met up with jc frens and ate in paragon, restaurant name is 'spagetties' ba.. haha.. i like the pasta there.. it's so tasty but inexpensive! is it juz so imprtant and gd to work in bank? it's gd to get in, nice name and everything on resume but well..
wed 5/9: cousin's bday cele! have family bbq today @ aloha loyang.. haven seen my aunts and uncles for long time lo..
thu 6/9: jap class! 2 more lessons and it's ending.. muz think whether i shd continue.. this class is so fun.. thanks to every1 there.. =)
fri 7/9: ate ajisen today with sec sch mates.. miss the soup there but i cant finish eating and din drink much soup in the end cos i'm so full! shd not eat rice in the afternoon.. din c them for sometime oso.. most of us are starting out as a temp.. on my way hm @ 12 mn, receive call that i am to lead jap tour tml.. --" tot i wont get to do le haha..
sat 8/9: got up @ 7 today and lead the tour till 4.. tired.. it's been a busy busy wk.. continuously wake up early and stay out..
sun 9/9: HAPPY BDAY TO myself! hahaa.. 22 yrs old le.. maybe it's a wk too filled with activites that i really dun feel happy or excited.. okie, i always dun feel anything bout everything.. anyway gg to partyworld to sing and eating fish & co with my family.. i nv eat fish & co b4.. wahahaa..
it's a day too short.. and i got to work tml.. sian..
thanks to my frens who went thru troubles to get my bday gifts!
i'm really glad to receive msgs from ppl whom i seldom keep in touch with, wishing me happy bday.. i'm really glad that they remember me, remember a day which means smt to me.. thanks for remembering.. =D
went to watch this anime movie that makes me wan to watch again cos it's very nice!it's a small theatre but packed to the max.. we sit at the 1st row lorx.. haha..
Storyline: Wataru, the main character, is a 10 year old 5th grade elementary school student . His grades are so-so and he is a meek and unassertive boy who is easily manipulated by girls. One day his father runs off with a mistress, leaving Wataru and his mother behind. In shock, his mother suffers an accident and is near death. Brokenhearted, Wataru goes inside a neighborhood building that is reputedly haunted. The building actually is the entrance to a delusional world called Vision, in which Wataru must master magic techniques and collect hidden treasures to meet a goddess, who, it is believed, can make wishes come true. Together with new friends he meets there, Wataru's magnificent journey through Vision begins. Adventure, friendship, growing up, family ties, love and magic..
2 wks after i start my temp job and it seems tt 2 yrs hav passed.. i hate to have to get up @ 6.. i hate to squeeze bus.. i hate the waiting time tt i spent waiting for bus which doesnt seems to come.. i hate the uncertain feeling of whether i'm learning.. it seems for 1 moment i tink i am but at another i feel empty again.. i hate myself for being so unsatisfied.. i'm thirsty for knowledge and responsibility.. i wan to do more.. i believe i can.. i need ppl to coach me.. to learn and perform is not diff.. i need the chance.. i hate the kind of contradiction i hav.. hate all the above but still wan to work there.. of cos there are gd things bout it:
i like the feel when my supervisor let mi handle a certain function by myself from the 4th day of my work.. even though i dun feel enuff.. their accounts dept is big such that every1 is handling a specialsed part of the accounts.. i like it when my supervisor dun need me to do filing and to hand all of it to another staff.. i like the ppl there who speak to me politely and tell me patiently even when i make a mistake.. well there are rude and arrogrant ppl there but luckily i dun hav to interact with them..
but still only 2 wks have passed.. i still hav 2 mths and 2 wks to go.. so no hurry.. c how it goes.. ganbate..
