mon 22/8: went to reg for jap class today.. eh we'll be attending next mth though.. sian diao.. tot 22nd aug is too soon.. so maybe another 2 wks will hav new class.. and it becomes and 4 wks le.. ft last jap lesson is at end of jun and she had to wait for 3 mths lo.. paiseh paiseh..
after which went funan to eat sakae sushi.. seriously wan to eat for a long time.. last fri, i even volunteer to treat my family.. lol.. but they too busy.. heng arh..
anyway eat till my stomach expands to its fullest.. jiao zhu and fu ren were couting no of plates we ate.. she say it's fun.. jiao zhu had a target of 140 but 7 of us onli ate 63 ba..
jj gave us talks on vomitting after we ate soooo fulll... ya talk abt how ml puke.. nv c ppl puke b4.. say she look very nice when she puke.. hahaa.. well we wont understand how pretty de la.. onli jj noes..=P
tue 23/8: even though i feel very disgusted by my outfit today, cos i took out those clothes tt i din wear for a long time and put them on.. ;D eh i went to meet yy in orchard after work.. it's rare tt she dun need to work ot..
she is much 'taller' today.. got more of the corporate look le.. hahaaa..
went to far east to snoop for my bday present.. and finally at 9 pm, walk into tomato can and there we treat it like our hm lydat.. put our own bag down and keep carrying those bags in the shop..
yy:'the purple one very nice!'
mi:'not at all..' -_-" the brown one nicer..
luckily yy saw the pink one.. i wanted to take brown de but after the sales gal say pink better and she explain y, i took pink de lo..
mi:'2 wks later, u all can buy it for my bday..'
yy:'buy now la!'
salesgal:'buy $50 and above will get member card and get 15% off when u hav the card next time when u purchase..'
yy:'okie la, u buy pink de, i buy purple de..'
mi:'serious?! u really wan to buy??' and i ask tis qn 3 times..
sales:'so whu's paying?'
mi:'she pay lo.. bday present leh..'
lolz.. i got 2 bags w/o paying.. quite nice feel.. maybe next time u all may wan to try shop for your bday present wif ur frens and get them to buy on spot..
oh ya sh, stella and suna can ask how much it cost and made payable to yy.. er well if u all tink it's really beyond budget, i'll top up the rest la..
i'm juz gald tt i bought smt i like..
wanted to buy shoes oso.. those all wrapped up kind.. normally wear sandals and always bigger than the size of my feet..
saw 2 pairs tt really look very cute.. 35 is the smallest size and even wif the stupid padding, it's still loose.. sadden..
got 1 pair tt doesnt look as gd, fits well.. so if i really cant find shoes within the next 2 wks, i'll buy tt not so nice de..=P
wanted to buy a brown jacket from red2 in far east.. it has been there for yrs lo.. but when i went back to the shop i dun c it anymore.. arrrhhh...
tink when fang they all free to shop can ask them to buy mi clothes as my bday present lo..
cant tink of anything else le..
there's so much i wan to accomplished on my bday but i wonder how many of the items tt i've planned, will be ticked off..
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
11:00 pm
17/8 wed: work is always there.. u wont be able to finish them.. if u ar able to finish, u ar gg to lose ur job soon.. tink carefully b4 u put work above anything..
i ate a lousy fishball noodles last thu for lunch.. esp when i hate the yellow noodles.. i wan mee kia la!! idiot auntie deaf or smt.. then had hokkien mee for dinner.. i luv hokkien mee!! the 1 in my neighbourhood taste great!
last fri have hokkein mee for lunch again.. but tis time it's expensive but tasteless de.. arrrgh... eat rubbish for dinner..
for lunch, being the lazy mi, i hate to walk from one end of the street to another to get lunch.. so i always bring along bread and instant cereal drink to eat..
but today i had 'ai xin wu chan', lunch set made from full of love.. wahahaha.. at least i tot so.. maybe it's smt tt looks simple to them la.. cos it rice wif eggs and a luncheon meat.. maybe wont take them long to prepare even though they went out at 5am.. but when i c it in front of mi when i woke up, was so happy.. hahaa..
plus my dad bought a delifrance pie.. i luv pies!!! so i had a wonderful lunch today.. no matter how full i am already, i juz squeeze everything down my stomach.. ya maybe u tink it's kind of exaggeration but it's nice to take a break from food outside and had some hm cook food..
but it will onli be once in a lifetime tis happens.. they wont do it everyday for mi..
had to spend eating lunch, dinner, trpt and time everyday.. sian de..
anyway went chalet today.. it's a 2 day 1 nite, wif 4 tic to escape and wild wild wet costing $79..
bought she superstar cd.. cos i cant seems to dl tis album's song.. buy 1 cd and get 2nd at half price.. so many cds that i wan to buy..
bought mac meal to eat for dinner.. was hurrying to go chalet to watch superstar..
eh thru out the performance, mi and stella keep supporting weilian and onli sh help jy jia you.. lol..
after that we went kbox to sing.. but a bit wasted cos sing from 11 plus to 2 onli.. if we come at 7 to 2 then shiok ar.. but long time nv sing le so sing to 'guo guo ying'..
thu 18/8: went to wild wild wet and was there till 4 plus.. actually there's was nth much to play lo.. u can go to chinese garden there to swim,.. tink $2 onli and u can play the same facilities..
eat kfc for dinner.. lol.. had so much fastfood again..
watch superstar female competition.. omg.. even though i like kelly better but xinhui really sing much much better..
but the results is shocking.. hahaa.. cos jy an xinhui were out.. err juz tink tt if the finals is btn jy and kelly tink the feel is much more competitive..
fri 18/8: on my way to work, i alight at hougang there to give dad smt and he drive me to work.. of cos he brought my lunch for mi again.. yea..
when i reach hm, bro call for pizza.. wanted to eat sushi lei..
sat 20/8: went to 'small green' dad shop to eat buffet.. waa.. lots of seafood lorx.. the prawns especially was very very nice.. the shark fins a bit thick.. the dessert was very very tasty! oishii!! too bad nv had 2nd servings..
then was playing uno cards wif small green's cousins.. wahhahaa.. his cousins too hyperactive man.. was laughing alllll the way.. so tired after tt.. laught too much..=P
hmmm they very close man.. his cousins very fun to be wif.. lolzz..
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
11:03 pm
11/8: i've missed so much of the superstar competition esp the guys part cos i'm in jap class.. so today when i was looking at the results, derrick was out.. b4 he sing z-chen song' hen xiang ni' , i duno him..
but as i watch him sing, ho whe thank his family and how his fans cried.. i'm kind of touched.. tis song is very meaningful and he sang real well.. from tt moment onwards, he's the best! hahaa.. even though he's out la but he has won himself another fan..
13/8 sat: nv go for src bbq today since since i'm such a friendless person.. no pt.. went for dinner wif my grandma and my uncle together wif my family..
my uncle bought his gf along!! he's 40 + tis yr le ba.. but still looking young.. no balding, no big stomach.. tall and handsome.. hahaa.. tink his gf is a few yrs younger than him..
duno when they get together but thru the cinversation they had over dinner, it seems that they ar gg to rom soon.. wow.. tt means i can attend wedding dinner real soonn.. i luv wedding dinners!
15/8 tue: on my way to work today, as usual on bus 854 which i'll sit till my back breaks, there's tis obaasan whu sit beside mi.. she start to clear her bag to kill time, throwing all those unwanted rubbish onto the floor.. i keep glaring at her.. wth.. i hate old ppl whu tink they ar old and it's okie to do anything.. cos they dun hav any image to uphold already..
but tt's very very wrong.. if u dun respect urself how u wan me to give u the respect? if u wan to disgrace urself then there's no way i can stop u..
spend so much time dl songs these days.. and there's still so much that i cant dl.. i'm tired.. i shd be satisfied..
i'm really tired... i like jj song 'tu ran lei le'.. tt somewhat describes how i feel..
i'm some sort at the low pt again.. there's always no 1 to pull me up cos i dun allow any1 to do so.. i had lots of thinking and problems.. maybe i invented them myself.. most prob.. troubles always start wif thinking too much..
when ppl tried to help by asking y, esp the so called close frens, i juz couldnt tell them.. it works tis way rite.. at times it's the hardest to say wat u tink to ppl closer to u..
so i had to hide and squeeze them into the bottomless hole in my heart..
now i'm always hostile cos i dun wan ppl to get close to the hole and they will fall into it.. it's a no end way.. dun sink wif mi.. i'll do it myself..
i hate to talk these days.. i juz feel that watever i say is juz rubbish to ppl.. the moment i talk, they already tie up their eardrums.. and the reply is always a sneer, a 'look away wif a weird kind of smile on the face' or simply dun reply..
not onli this.. smt ppl ar juz sensitive to onli some ppl's actions.. and they tried to mix as 1 by keep talking and laughing at tt person's jokes.. bootlicker.. watever.. the respect level goes down.. and i find less reason to talk to the person..
whuever i'm talking abt is not the pt here.. dun hav to pt out, say so much abt wat i dislike onli to put strain.. wat i tink of may not be wat ppl tink.. they will juz find u unreasonable..
ppl always say when u hav prob, sit down and say all out.. but it's not exactly useful.. truth is always cruel.. counsellor is not always rite..
but when u dun say ppl tink u dun trust them and they start to stay away from u oso.. wat the heck..
i hate to interact wif ppl these days oso.. now i'm starting to had a feel of y some ppl ar anti social.. it's not wat they wan.. env, ppl etc ard them play a part..
i wan to try to be anti social.. i planned to take leave on my bday and make it my day.. do watever i wan to do and disappear for the day..
sh was saying suna free to hav dinner on my bday.. sh got lesson till 4, yy will be working.. thx for her effort to wan to celebrate bday for mi.. and it's gg to be a tradition that we shd hav dinner on each other's bday.. they wanted smt new.. so c how la..
even if dun go anywhere presents ar still welcome..
i'm not interested in wat's happening to others.. i cant even take care of myself.. i'm a self centered attention seeker kid but likes to keep my own big patch of freedom..
i'm not interested in growing up.. hav u ever wonder if u ar not humans wat u wan to be? until now i haven or not able to tink of smt best to replace human being.. hahaa.. i'll continue thinking..
i'm a very loyal person whu keeps my faith.. i duno if ppl ever realise tis but if they really need help, i'm always there.. that's wat they say a fren in need is a fren indeed.. and it's so relistic cos they come onli when they need help.. but all of us can do tis so nth special.. dun tok bout $ i dun hav them but ppl always tink i'm rich..
of cos i did that oso.. very often.. onli go to ppl when i need help.. hahaa.. humans ar the best thing but they ar too complicated, hard to fathom..
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
11:16 pm
tue 9/8: my bday will be exactly a mth from now..
wed 10/8: was jokingly telling sl to rem my bday cos mine come 1st.. and she actually ask mi wat i wan she buy mi.. hahaa.. i like tis kind of ppl.. so long as u ar willing to spend on mi.. i'm willing to do the same thing..
not really looking forward to it.. hope it doesnt come.. not tt i scared tt i'll aged.. well many out there are more senior than mi..=P but juz sian lorx..
thu 11/8: call to check out my jap results today.. pass la!! hahaa.. but tink my marks not very gd lei.. got 76.. my cousin whu's studying jap there oso got 96 for theory lorx!! well she's really smarter.. tt's a fact..
sh book chalet 2 day 1 nite in coasta sands next wed.. include tics to escape and wild wild wet.. haiz.. nv went to play b4.. always wan to go.. but when it comes right under ur nose some how i dun feel like gg.. duno y..
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idiot com!! trash u ar.. haiz.. i'm retyping cos my com tried to hang itself juz now..
as i was saying:
sun 7/8: went bugis to shop.. bought a pair of pants that onli cost $10!! tink stella and sh buy oso..
visit audrey at her counter and gob some samples from her.. hahaa..
went taka at 8 plus to ahv dinner.. wanted to take neo print but by the time we arrive there far eat is closing.. it's onli 2130 and it's a sun nite!!
mon 8/8: national day eve! went to boon lay to work as recep today.. today quite free.. cos a lot of staff on leave.. and the ppl theat came to work seems to be doing cleaning instead of working.. i like working there.. got trpt provided to and fro.. food there is cheap and oishii!!
unlike the ubi one man.. haiz.. onli gd env.. ex food, long walking dist, long bus trip and long time spent.. but whu can i blame? onli myself..
anyway went to marina wif audrey to watch fireworks.. nv c it with my own eyes b4.. arrive there quite early.. due to the rain in the morn, the canvas that was on the floor is filled wif muddy and stinking water.. stink like smell of fertilizer man.. as i step on it, they all went to nourish my legs.. yucks..
tt's not the end.. as we step onto the grass.. all the mud gets to our toes.. was bitten by insects oso.. now my legs still feel itchy..
arrive at the stage there at 2030... and we ar early.. it started off wif magic shows.. the more i watch the more sian it is.. machi is cool.. high man.. even though i'm not very sure wat they rap.. guopin chao is the next.. he's so charming!!
there's tis grp of china old guys standing ard us.. and they keep talking and talking.. "wa.. duno wat the show is abt..." "cant understand the language.." dun wan to watch then move off la.. not ur nation bday but still can be more enthu than that de lorx..
fir is the best of all!!! but too bad onli sing 4 songs.. follow up is the talktive qiao jie li ppl.. duno wat's wif them lei esp k one keep asking those stupid qn like 'do u noe our song?' 'sing wif us okie' 'do u like us' and they did introduction one by one.. wat the heck.. i'm so not the interested in them and 5566.. i dun hate them but they not here oso keep mention abt them.. attention seeker lorx.. waste so much time..
poor tanya onli sing 1 song b4 uniquely u and countdown starts..
the fire works is very very nice!! but the view is pathetic.. cos it's over the other side of the bank and got tis big tree trunk blocking..
most ppl near the stage went off after fireworks and tanya continue singing..walk a long dist to the bus stop.. squeezing wif everybody..
reach hm at 2 plus man.. not really tired la.. it's a nice performance.. they shd held tis kind of stuff more often.. like wat audrey says: 'they ar using taxpayers' $ to do tis..' 'y dun watch?'
tue 9/8: national day!! slp at 3 and my mumwan mi to go help her today.. but she order gds and i had to wait for it to come 1st.. and i oso duno wat's wif her lo! so damn irritated and angry.. from 0730 to 9 plus she made a total of 6 calls back.. wat the hell.. it's equals to every 20 min i hate to get up from my bed to listen to phone..
even now i still feel very frustrated when i tink of it.. the gds suppose to arrive at 7 plus so that i can go help her later.. but it din come until 9 plus.. and she keep calling back asking.. 'come already anot..' kaoz.. u tink i brainless iszzit? if things ar here 'i'll call lor.. and i'm a light sleeper lorx.. the moemnt she call at 7 plus.. i'm so damn awake already!!
i hate to be woke up by calls or stupid noise in the morn!! i'll be in a very very very bad mood for the rest of the day when tis happens..
and after the things ar here, she made the last call and say 'u dun need to come down le..' -_-" i'm stupid but i tink i still hav the last bit of common sense.. 9 plus already.. by the time i reach hougang already 11.. she would hav finish selling lorx!! arrrggghhh!!!!
when she came back hm she still hav the cheek to say: "u shd feel very heng that u dun need to come help mi.." and being mi i always shoot back:" com'on lorx.. my day is gone bcos of u lorx.. i rather go and help and let my sis stay hm and wait.. as if she will wake up specially to take ur call.. she would hav slp like a pig lorx.."
normally when i slp at 2, i dun need alarm and i can wake up at 9 la.. haiz.. sooooo angry.. tt's y i dun on hp when i slp..
and tt idiot neighbour of mine whu live downstairs is a child abuser or maybe her children are too naughty.. uz tt morn she scream and beat them 3 times lo! can u imagine the noise.. and being the heck care mi i shouted down: "noisy la!!"
i'm racist not w/o a reason.. i dun dislike some old ppl w/o a reason oso.. i am tired of living in tis big but small unit of mine.. my parents ar food seller, and there's no space at the coffe shop to put stuff, they stock up their stuff at hm.. everywhere is filled wif stuff.. i'm living in a mess..
and that idiot downstairs neighbour whu complain that we ar too noisy.. she is no where better.. she's better off living in bungalow la.. beat children nobody will noe.. no noise to diturb u oso.. comparing seniority, i lived half my life here and it's the 1st time i heard complain.. u juz move in for a yr.. if u dun like, get lost..
and there's tis malay upstairs neigbour whu say we put too much things along the corridor.. she and my mum dun c eye to eye de lorx.. y scared got accident u cant run away ar.. as i hav suggested.. move away la! old ppl.. they themselves park their bicycles beside the stairs on our storey so tt they dun need to move bicycles up and down.. u can do it and we cant.. ya thx..
in the past mum keep mentioning moving hse.. but i'm against the idea.. now i feel like doing it so much.. can reorganise life a bit..
i hate ppl to critize abt things i luv.. everyone has something they wan to care for and protect.. i hav mine too.. dun make mi hav bad feelings bout u by trying to change my beliefs and stuff i luv.. so if u wan to pick a fight or quarrel wif mi, u shd noe wat to do..
hahaa.. complain too much..
anyway went to watch fireworks in my area yishun today.. but b4 i could rach teh stage the fireworks go off le.. haiz.. there may not be many stunts but it is sure nearer than marina de.. caught it from cc there.. still not satisfied.. i'm waiting for next yr de..
flooded wif ppl.. mi and audrey move the chairs ard to get the gd view.. twins appear 1st and all guys go crazy..
there's tis auntie and old lady sitting behind us when there's no 1 singing.. and the old one was mumbling ang mumbling:" sit down so gd, y stand up blah blah.." she then ask audrey to get the guy in front to sit down.. when she refused, the old woman actually say:'y u dun dare ar..' kns lo..
soon after tanya appear and we stand up.. it's not on purpose but we there's a need to stand.. orbii.. whu tell u to talk so mucha nd sit behind us.. come to tis kind of performance of cos muz high abit la.. u tink ask fei yu qing to sing ar..
last is nic tse.. really a lot of girls like him lo! frens ard mi already got a few.. aunties oso go crazy over him.. the auntie behind mi oso stand up on chair to watch later.. onli the old one juz stand on the floor.. feeling paiseh to stand on chair ar..
wed 10/8: went to work for 4 hrs today.. and still i took and hr bus plus 30 min of walking there.. travel another hr to rocky master cafe to study my jap.. last ressun today so got test.. order the drink 'chocobits' ... oishii!! really muz try.. but small de can le.. drink large de a bit over.. drink till i feel like puking..
haiz.. i couldnt speak proerly for oral test.. noe bits here and there.. and repeat myself lots of times b4 i put the sentences together.. the theory test is okie la.. shd be able to pass ba..
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Friday, August 05, 2005
10:12 pm
mon 1/8: start of my new job.. took an hr bus then cross overhead bridge.. wait for another bus.. but it's either full or had to wait for long time..
had to cross road to get food from ubi techpark.. quite dangerous lei.. wif all those big vehicles running on the road.. and there's digging here and there..
the ppl there very nice.. env not very hectic too.. like it man.. i like big company..
tue 2/8: took 63 from ubi to bugis then take mrt.. took almost an hr.. actually wan to alight at any mrt station de.. but din c any on my way.. but i rem there's quite a lot when i look at the bus guide.. so sit all the way till i c bugis junction..
bought crystal jade cakery!! bread taste soooo gd!! was tempted to try their tiramisu.. but muz save $$.. tis is not the time to splurge.. and i hope it wont be a disappointment like four leaves de..
went for jap class alone today.. cloud got to work.. when i arrive there, saw 3 others from wed class de.. hahhaa, all nv go last wed.. there muz be very few left last wed.. sensei ask mi to read conversation.. @_@ i nv do revision.. duno how...
wed 3/8: tried out another bus service 65 today.. alight at orchard mrt there.. took an hr.. bought mocha and curry puff.. not satisfactory..
next wk will be the last lesson and so there's test for us.. omg!! how? nv revise anything yet.. i dun wan to fail!!
thu 4/8: watch lost for the 1st time today.. wa.. very scary towards the end.. a fat man go ard asking for ppl's name as a record.. then later he ask for the list of passengers from a pilot i guess.. and he got to noe tt there ar 46 survivors in the island and one of the name recorded by him previously is not in the list... waaaaa.... even now it's still giving mi goosebumps..
fri 5/8: finally end of the wk is coming.. time flies tis wk.. i'm glad i dun need to slack at hm nor at work.. i'm glad the ppl there is nice and env is gd..
onli thing i'm not very glad abt is the journey lo.. everyday, to and fro, i spent 2 hrs on bus and 1 hr walking.. power rite..
likely i hav my mp3 wif mi.. wat a gd time it arrive..
