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Monday, June 27, 2005
7:39 am

went to the stall to helpout these 2 days.. did nth much in the afternoon except sleeping..

oh ya the show which i watched "crying out in the center of the world" is a abt a guy 1st's luv who died of cancer in the end..
the girl,Aki, is smart, pretty and everything la.. she first went to talk to him.. in order to noe more bout each other they started using cassette tape to communicate..
soon Aki is stuck by cancer and her last wish is to go to ayers rock, which is said to be the center of the world.. but due to typhoon they ar unable to fulfil her last wish..
when Aki stayed in the hospital, a little girl, Ritsu, help her deliver her cassette to Saku.. when she's delivering the last tape she met with an accident and become limp.. tape not delivered..
few yrs later ritsu found the tape and decide to bring to the guy.. she went back to the place.. and her finacee went to look for her and start his recall of Aki.. ya ritsu's finacee is Saku..
the 2 went to ayers rock together and scattered Aki's ashes..

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Friday, June 24, 2005
11:09 am

lovin u, is easy cos ur beautiful

making luv wif u, is all i wanna do

lovin u, is more than juz a dream come true

and everything tt i do, is out of lovin u..

lalalalalala lalalalala lalalalalalalala
do do do do
ahhhhh..

no one else can make mi feel the colours that u bring

stay wif mi while we grow old and we will live each day in spring time

cos lovin u, has make my life so beautiful

and everyday of my life is filled wif lovin u

lovin u, i c ur soul come shining through

and everytime tt we..
i'm more in luv wif u..

lalalalalala lalalalala lalalalalalalala
do do do do
ahhhhh..

no one else can make mi feel the colous that u bring

stay wif mi while we grow old and we will leave each day in spring time

cos lovin u, is easy cos ur beautiful

and everyday of my life is filled wif lovin u..


lovin u, i c ur soul come shining, shining through

and everytime tt we
ahh i'm more in luv wif u..

lalalalalala lalalalala lalalalalalalala
do do do do
ahhhhh..

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ya.. yest at ard 5 plus, i receive a msg from those bitches.. it says:" hi tis is blah blah blah.. juz wan to inform u that u dun hav to come in until furthur notice.. hav a great wkend ahead.."

so tis morn call chr told her to look job for mi.. but as i say it's small agency in contact wif small company.. so my hopes ar not high..

but i'm gg to work as recep on tue and thu again next wk..

watch the superstar tinge yest.. except for 1 or 2, others really dress like shit lei..

and as for the guys, the guy sing 'i believe' tis time.. not as much impact as he sing daniel chan's song then..

another thing.. until now i still feel very sad for my dad.. hahhaa.. they ar into biz for long time.. onli recently did he started collecting.. so wasted the cardboards earlier on..

and my sis trying to act smart or shd i say being helpful told my dad that she always saw the cardboard collector at 8 plus in the morn everyday, u noe wif big lorry then he weigh the tinge give u some $$..

so dad collected a real big pile from those stuff they ordered.. he went to stack up those cardboard properly and tie them up for 2 hr plus on tue evening.. u c, u juz hav to leave ur cardboard there in queue, next morn come back to sell them..

but they had to go and sell food ma.. at 5 plus in the morn when they went out, they still go take a look and the cardboard tt he placed there ar still there.. so call my sis on wed morn at 8, ask her to go.. she nv..

when they come back from their biz, dad still go to the place to c if the cardboards ar still there.. of cos gone la.. the collector muz be very happy lo.. to collect a big big pile without giving out any $$..

of cos the issue now is not the $$.. it's my dad's hardwork.. for he took the pains to collect, to waste 2 hr to pile them, and to c nth in return..

i din noe abt tis man.. i onli noe he went to sell his cardboard for 2 hr plus and i tot he did within the same time.. i was first told by my sis who was very angry wif my parents for tt..

my sis:"u noe, i came back late on wed ard 8 plus lo.. co was over in evening so went mac and stay there on purpose.. u noe on tue nite i watch tv from 10 till 12 plus then do my hmk till 6 cos very tired so fall asleep.. then they ask mi go sell.. how to.. they say ask my frn to accompany mi.. whu would wake up so early lo.. y snatch the job of those old aunties who collected cardboard lor? if dad wan to collect he can wait till he old then do it ma.."

immediately my 1st thought was she's very immature, rude and she's saying so much trying to cover her paiseh lo..

obviously lor.. she tink it's very 'diu lian' to go sell the cardboard..

next dad is not like those aunite gg ard hdb to collect.. we sell ours they sell theirs, where on earth did tt snatch job thing come from? we hav them from those supplies they ordered lo..

and i told her:"they use $$ to order the supplies, now they ar juz trying not to be wasteful, can at least get back some $.. dun forget they ar using tis $ to support u lor.."

then later at nite my parents told mi bout it:"we ar not asking her to bring all the cardboard there, juz asking her to stand there collect $.. u noe he spent lots of time accumulating and tying them in place.. all gone bcos she scared paiseh.. ur bro will go even if he's slping cos got $ ma.. u hav to work if not ar.."

aiyo.. i noe i'm very luo suo to type so much.. but can really feel the pain on behalf of my dad..
bcos of some foolish pride, one's effort came to naught.. so sad..

duno on wat ground shd my sis be angry.. and she tot she's the victim.. i'm not angry
wif my sis.. the 'xin suan' overwhelm mi..
from tis incident i juz confirmed 1 thing tt we always noe.. she's not as mature as she think.. stop acting like one.. or rather stop acting so immature.. i juz told her the pains my dad took and tt's it.. scold her now is of no use.. whether she has gain another level of understanding of her foolishness or whether she realised her mistake i duno..

ppl.. pls be more filial..

i'm the kind and i tink my bro is oso the kind whu would talk back to my parents, but still i would do wat they say..
my sis is the kind whu doesnt dare talk back but wont do wat they say..
which is worse..

i mean i may grumble if they ask mi to go when i hav to go work.. but i guess i'll still go but grumble a bit lo..

yest they ordered some supplies again.. got boxes but my father is not collecting anymore..

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Thursday, June 23, 2005
12:57 pm

oh ya haha.. cloud choose me, lbo, mktg and eh smt.. so there's another person taking me wif mi.. hahaa..

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tis time i've done self entertaining change of song again..

ken kirai's lovin you.. it's an english song..

but onli play halfway cos i onli dl halfway..

nice song.. gd for u if u can hear it..=P

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wed 22/6: started my 1st jap lesson today!! hahaa.. it's in small grp to make teaching easier.. learn the alphabets to ha.. hahaa.. muz go memorise.. she oso teach us those greeting that we always hear la.. like ohayoo gozaimasu.. and oso when we go to a place or coming back to the same place, not gg is wat.. still a bit blur la.. muz spent some time go practise and memorise le..

the lady ask us to call her maeda sensei.. i dun tink she cant pronounce my christian name correctly.. so told her my chinese name, ke li and she pronounce as ka li.. watever.. she a jap la.. forgive her..

but 1 of the student when making conversation wif mi, ask mi wat's my name.. told her it's KE LI soooo many times and she still wan to follow sensei pronounciation.. dun act jap can.. my name is so simple and u cant get it.. u ar a chinese lo.. i hate ppl to pronounce my name wrongly.. all the more the student cant be forgiven cos she's a chinese..

next time i'll twist her name until she dun recognise wat's her name anymore..

ya after lesson went eat wif yun, gq, simon and yy.. can afford to stay out late cos tml no need to work.. forced to take leave.. cos nth to do.. hahaa.. whether to work on fri still hav to wait for their call..

so i say can go work on alternate days le.. but less $ lo.. i noe at least i still hav income..

sh msg mi to confirm where's funan.. hahaa.. she gg to work.. recently all her job period very short and very IT related de..

tt yy gg to sell credit card.. hmmm onli mi doing admin.. even stella selling pdts.. ya.. slimming pdt.. she's the best spokesperson cos she can be carried away by the wind easily..

watch inital d? hahaa.. we gg to watch on mon.. wkdays ar cheaper ya.. gg shopping oso.. hahaa.. so if i was to work tml then maybe mon no need to go back le..

the movie 'a lot like luv' seems to be quite nice oso.. by looking at the ad la..

after the guy sing daniel chan's song, gu dan de ye li wo bu gu dan, in the superstar competition, i've heard the song twice in 4 days.. sooooo nice lo...

and tis is the album which i cant find it online.. borrow from cloud and she bought it in 1998.. the receipt still there, intact like a new 1.. she really noe how to 'bao yang' her cd.. hmmmm muz keep my cd into box and not on the table le.. all dusty le..

daniel chan is the best.. apply to his earlier works la.. the last 2 cd not very nice la.. cos he trying smt new, change his style.. but his voice is the best!!!

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Monday, June 20, 2005
12:57 pm

sun 19/6: went ktv wif my cousin and sis at hougang today.. there is pathetic.. tv small until i cant believe my eyes.. seats oso very limited.. then the songs will go off when u sing half way..

we leave automatically at 1945.. ya it's suppose to end at 1900 but they nv ask us to go u c.. but we getting hungry and sick of singing.. hahaa.. 5 hrs 45 min lei..

my cousins while waiting for mi went to buy tibits and drinks from pasar malam.. guess wat? they bought 11 packets!! and 3 bottles of 1.5L drinks!! tink they gg camping instead of singing la.. 1st time went singing wif so much food and drink..

they are the chorus queens man.. hahaa.. whenever i pick a songs they not very sure wat it is.. when the chorus came, 'orhhh..' lol.. but it's very fun singing wif them.. tt's wat i tink la.. duno if they feel the same.. =P

my shoe is getting flatter and flatter.. i'm gg to fall any min..

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Sunday, June 19, 2005
12:09 pm

ya keep receiving invitation from ppl asking mi to join sms.ac.. duno if it is sent by the person or is the system a bit sort..

not onli sms.ac, oso hi 5 la.. update address bk la blah blah.. like tt time friendster lydat.. got many ppl ask but dun wan to anyhow join.. but friendster is harmless la.. it's the 1st generation and many more pop up after it.. but i tink the most popular is still friendster ba.. can c it's trying very hard to improve its services..

ya so the sms.ac thing.. decide to take a look.. and had to give hp no.. i give fake de.. but had to use email add.. so use hotmail de lo.. my yahoo de more impt ma..

nth much de la.. u hav to pay for wat u sent lorx.. 1st 5 msg free.. subsequent 50 cent each.. duh.. might as well use friendster msg..

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the reg start on wed 15/6 at 5.30 am.. i got up at 6 then onli a few classes available.. wan to take cf, fr, lbo and mktg.. but cf and fr full..

call mi kiasu to wake up so early but things ar not always 1st come 1st serve.. cos fr and cf classes full.. wat e..

so in the end choose lbo, mktg, ma and me.. ma and me ar still my compulsory units but juz wan to take them next yr.. the worst thing is i go confirm my reg.. which means i cant change anymore.. suppose to hav 3 more chances to change if nv confirm.. hei it prompt mi to confirm de lorx..

gq wake up at 7 oso cant choose wat he wan..

tt yy wake up at 10 and she cant choose any, i say ANY of the units.. hahhaa.. she can take a yr off from studying liao..

so she call admin complain lo.. dun they find it tiring? to hav ppl calling them up every yr to scold them? it's time to improve the system lorx..

so later at abt 1 yy says got some slots available le.. they open up slots for cf and fr.. thank u very much.. so she choose cf lbo ma and mktg.. haizz haizz..

actually reg is onli for the units not for the timetable cos i'm sure we will crash lesson.. no pt having timetable.. now at least i noe got ppl taking ma, lbo and mktg.. so can go crash their lesson.. as for me tink su an taking.. so maybe join them le..

wanted to change so much in the beginning.. but later accept it la.. so troublesome to go change and reason out wif the admin.. anyway i had to take them soooner or later.. maybe tis yr will be more diff lo..

now i'm concern bout wat cloud choose.. cos she msg mi at 7 pm say she dun need to study tis yr le.. hahaa.. guess it's bcos server down then? maybe ask her when i c her for jap class..

ya gg to start le.. junwei ask mi to learn the basic b4 gg.. then will understand better.. but i onli noe 5 letters.. and no time to learn le.. a few more days class starting..

time flies.. really.. it was like yesterday tt i say jap class is a mth away.. and the tot of gg to sch soon turn mi completely off..

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sat 18/6: went to kaki bukit today with my parents and auntie to look at the diamond water.. u noe the advertisement tt show flower dying out in diamond water become alive.. ya..

my aunt drive mi there.. on her car she got 'lao shu ai da mi' cd but tt no face cartoon.. noe whu? and another no face cartoon, ocean.. my cousin 12 tis yr noe how to sing all ou de yang songs lorx!! got another is 11, like lao shu ai da mi.. really wonder if they noe wat they singing..

in a few yrs time can go ktv wif them oso.. so kids like those albums wif cartoons? it's gd to start listening to music at young age and follow how to sing.. shd be able to train up a bit ba..

back to the water they say install tt dun need to boil water to remove bacteria.. lazy ppl use de.. oso got high oxygen content la blah blah.. then tink they say use water tt's too pure oso not gd cos bacteria cant even live in..

but the thing is there got food and lots of drinks.. somemore lucky draw.. tink it's tis tt attract ppl la.. anyway my aunt got 2 prize, 1 is cooking pot and bottles of diamond water.. -_-' and my mum got a cooking pot too.. hahaa..

but install tt thing cost $1680.. wa.. lucky can pay thru installment.. if not at 1 goal give out so much $$.. my aunt bought but my mum din la cos i hurrying them to go off..

had a hard time finding where xl stay.. very nice food esp the cake.. had 2 slice.. choco de..

sun 19/6: gg kbox wif my cousins and sis.. hahaa.. nv sing wif them b4.. even though they say they not gd in singing but whu noes..

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Friday, June 17, 2005
11:26 pm

Thu 16/6: saw suna in taka.. went for job interview.. hahaa.. i'm the 1 whu's doin temp now but she look more like an ol already.. nice outfit..

guys always say the samething:' aiya u bo xin de lei.. nv intro ur fren to us..." if not they will say:" go eat, sing ktv blah blah blah bo jio...."

anyway mi jordan and parry went to look for xl present.. i wonder how parry get so many to share when half of those sharing is not gg for celebration.. it will be a hard time taking back the money ba..
like wat happen to yy they all when their whole grp share a person's present..

su an give us some clue abt wat xl may like.. so snooping ard for stuff tt's of reasonable price.. hahaa.. all budget..

wed 17/6: talk abt today ,makes my blood boil.. update tml..

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Monday, June 13, 2005
11:31 pm

sat 11/6:
meet up wif jc frens go jalan jalan..

fang says she not gg to spent any today.. and u noe the 1 who always says tis ends up spending the most.. and the thing is she's gg hk few days later.. tink will bring more stuff back..

bought a bag when she bought 1 2 days ago.. hmmm.. really tink the bag we or rather the bag i choose for her bday not suitable for her.. not her style.. haiz.. paiseh paiseh..

car went for jap lesson then shop wif her frens.. saw her at mrt station on our way back..

that ping bought clothes onli when seiyu is abt to close for the day.. she's the one whu wan to spend and so we ar out in the 1st place.. all of us getting old and like aunties le esp ping, cannot go shopping de.. walk an hr or 2, her legs start to ache..

as for mi, bought a cardigan.. haiz work for onli 4 and 1/2 day and had spent away 3 and 1/2 day's pay..

so i guess there's nth much to update next wk cos i'm gg to curb myself from spending and gg out.. better let mi work for full 5 days.. ppl wan less work possible but i'm asking for more.. tinking of packing lunch there so i wont spent too much on lunch oso.. so x to eat in the foodcourt..

sun 12/6: grandma's bday 2 days ago, went for dinner today,.. too bad crabs all sold out.. but bo jim, hei ma hou.. so ordered fish and mini lobster? or is it known as crayfish?

long time nv eat chilli crab le..

mon 13/6: take leave today..cos scare nth to do then they ask mi to leave again at 3plus.. hope they accumulate and accumulate.. better not ask mi work 1/2 day tml..

went for src meeting today.. a bit bo liao la.. esp tt fauzi.. trying to explain each and every game to us.. when the day is near, print those stuff out then easier to hear him out ma..

but long time nv go back to sch.. discuss wif yy wat units to take tis yr come to no conclusion..

today is quite relaxing.. take bus hm.. asleep thru out journey.. play games, long time nv play.. but a bit sian.. slp somemore in late afternoon..

went for a badminton game wif my sis in the evening.. wanted to go running but she dun wan..

hope everything goes smoothly for mi.. .... 'xin cheng ze ling'....

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Saturday, June 11, 2005
12:00 pm

got tis from yang mui's blog.. eh an sim fren i met in shumin bday chalet.. duno if she still rem mi..

anyway wat it says seems quite complicated and i can make any sense out of it.. maybe my brain is dense..

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Your Birthdate: September 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate. Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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wed 8/6: today manager and another staff mc so onli left 3 ppl in the small small rm.. but they seem to be very busy.. 1 of the staff, jere teach mi a step furthur so i can help them complete..

wan to cut hair.. even though borrowed kimage discount card but duno whether to go there cut not..

thu 9/6: today the staff that is absent yest is back.. she's mic.. even though yest jere teach mi how to do report but today mic says i better not go a step furthur..

so they very very busy.. i very very slack.. end up leaving at 3.. might as well.. suppose to meet my sis at 6 after my work but now hav more time to shop..

in the end i spent my 2 and half days pay.. -_-"

fri 10/6: at 9 in the morn when i'm in the underground tunnel, rushing to reach office or the small rm, mic call:' today onli need u for half day.. so still coming?'

of cos la.. already reaching..

quite a bit to archive today.. then mic ask mi to stamp ard 100 plus empty paper file and insert the paper fasterner.. it can be completed quickly but i take my time till it's 5 then i go off lo..

spent $$ hire mi to tackle files.. now i understand wat i've learnt in ibm.. 'delegating is very impt for org to achieve efficiency.. muz teach the surbordinate how to do stuff.. so that they can make own decisions.. dun encouraged tall str where top mgmt hav most of the authority..'

$ is wasted on idiling staff.. if i'm gg to work for as long as i wan then they shd teach mi more stuff ma.. now is onli start of june.. still hav 2 mths ahead lei..

went to tampines meet stella and yy.. bought spring chicken as we ar gg to pasir ris to fly kite, cycle etc..

went to yy's chalet put down our bag.. the moment we took the kite out, lightning flash..

sh had a hard time finding us.. walked a long distance cos she alight at wrong stop then went into downtown east b4 reaching costa sands..

went in to chalet again then after a while decide to go out again then u noe, flash again..

so stay in chalet thru out watching tv.. hahaa..

went to mac to sit and tok till 11 then went back.. on our way to bus stop, sh says if trying to take any kind of trpt wif her, there will be a tendency that we hav to run as bus is always here b4 we reach the bus stop..

true enuff.. the moment we reach the bus stop, bus came.. when we reach tampines interchange we board the last 969.. heng ar..

tok all the way back lo.. reach hm 12 plus lo.. watch guess..

oh ya yy bought the vcd that i've been looking for!!! 'crying out in the center of the world', 电影“在世界的中心呼喊爱情".. yea yea... wahahaaa... arigatou!!

haven watched yet.. but scared tt i hav too high expectation, and will be disappointed after watching..

duno if she wan the vcd anot.. if not buy from her.. yea if wan to borrow tis vcd can inform mi.. =P

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
10:14 pm

wed 1/6: went to amk to hav dinner.. suppose to eat steamboat but really too hot so eat pizza hut instead.. hahaa.. nv had tt for long time.. keep receiving leaflet from letterbox.. so tempted..
today eat dinner is to celebrate wenli bday.. she find job le.. so gd.. wear ol attire.. look gd..

sat 4/6: went swimming wif my siblings.. hahaa.. shiok.. there i mention wan to go tour.. muz ask my parents to start save $$.. after my bro come ot from army then can go! but still hav to wait 2 yrs.. -_-" many many ppl gg or mention they wan to go aboard.. sian..

nv even touch the plane sit b4 lei..

wan to go running till now nv do it..

then went to borrow vcds! eh gd times, bed times by sammi and louis koo, funny but like no story line de..

running on karma by andy lau and cecillia cheung, tot it would be funny cos andy lau wear muscle man suit but turns out to be quite scary.. there's a scene where cecilia get killed.. even till now still rem the look she wore when she die.. so scary..

lastly x-men 2.. tink it's as gd as the 1st or even better..

mon 6/6: yea! go work today.. tis time heng la.. lucky chr find mi job if not can slack all the way.. last yr slack for 3 mths she cant find anything for mi.. but find tt all the companies the agency is in contact wif smal small de.. maybe except the company which i cover the recep job..

until now onli noe the company is a spore based research company and i'm working wif 4 staffs in a small rm.. i guess tt's their total strength in spore ba.. hahaa.. nv c them walk to other units at the same level..

eh nice env.. the moment i walk in hear fm 933.. so happy.. the 4 women all very very pretty and will speak in watever language they wan.. 2 of them there really noe how to suan ppl.. so seldom tok la..

the head there says can wear anything i like.. hahaa.. lucky.. i dun hav many office wear de ma..

work till tue already complete most of the stuff le.. cham.. they mention jokingly b4 tt i can work as long as i like.. but then sure anot.. very scared make mistake.. then muz dio suan b4 got kick out..

until now still not very sure wat i'm doin.. wish mi luck..=P

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