I neither play games nor surf net at work, well maybe occasional checks on emails.. I do not gossip as much before cos I'm really tired of it. But still, I cannot finish my work and I have deadlines to meet. While I feel that my learning curve is going at the correct direction, my satisfaction level is going down and the pay is like the heartbeat machine showing a dead person's rate..
People never appreciates what our division did and always trying to comapre with other division, always trying to make our lives difficult. I do not see any incentives in working since it is not reciprocrated.. Since I do not have KPI as high as those in other divison as i'm not just a data entry clerk entering invoices, but also doing alot of spreadsheet which does not have a system to track it.. Since I have deadlines which other division do not have.
On the left, I told myself that I'll be learning a lot more in this way, but on the right, we are paid almost the same for them to be data entry clerks. I can only say I'm not that lucky and is destined to work hard..
It pissed off the old and the dip staffs when they say they want to hire grads to raise their standards.. Ya right, u want them but u are not willing to pay..i am also pissed off by the fact that i'm am a degree student doing job that should be done by a dip. it makes me wonder what i have been doing these 2 years? to get a job and just get by living?
24.12.09 Thu: Wii~~ @ Samuel's house, with the hippo-ers.. I'm the punctual one, reach at 7 plus, and wait till 9 plus before ppl start to pour in.. =.="
25.12.09 Fri: Merry Xmas!! Reached home this morning at 7 plus.. Damn sleepy.. Was in bed the whole day.. Yawn~ Happy Birthday to Audrey!"
26.12.09 Sat: Met Audrey for lunch @ Lao DI Fang.. I should really stick to sushi only and not other stuff on the menu..
27.12.09 Sun: Went to Car's house to have mini potluck! I love potluck.. Wasted a lot of fruits as they are cut but we never eat.. I brought my Jenga wooden blocks along.. Whoever loses, can have another delicious chicken wing.. They are leftovers.. We should not waste food.. no no..
28.12.09 Mon: OT 29.12.09 Tue: OT 30.12.09 Wed: OT
31.12.09 Thu: We had early release @ 1215 today. I bought subway for lunch. When I am done, it's already 3pm and I fall into this deep deep sleep..
1.1.10 Fri: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! "I have set a few new goals and hope to achieve this year! Went for movie @ cineleisure, Sherlock Holmes.. I like the setting of the movie. Then went to the 12th or 13th floor of Orchard Central. Nice view.. It's an open area which can be quite romantic.. =D continue with dinner then coffee then tired, then home.. Zzz.."
2.1.10 Saturday: met up with the hokkaido group and ate in Tonkichi! Oishii~ We went for a game session in the Settlers' Café. Played the Singapore Version of Pictionary. OMG.. words like tabao, cai tao gui appear.. *faint* They are a really smart group of people. We are always playing Pictionary whereever we go.. Draw and draw, guess and guess.. it's really fun and surprising to know the different kind of drawing that would be produce, the different kind of answers your ears would hear.. hahs..
3.1.10 Sunday: ktv-ing.. new system in kbox sucks!! i guess i'll try to frequent party world instead.. Partyworld in NP is open! Yay~ went bugis and orchard to do some shopping with my sister.. happy!! Have not been buying clothes and shoes after my trip to Korea.. Hmm.. Count this as CNY's purchase ba.. =D
4.1.10 Mon: OT 5.1.10 Tue: OT
6.1.10 Wed: unable to go for my Jap lesson yesterday, I went for another class instead. This class's has a very passionate sensei.. The people in the class are not so.. But saw a cute guy in her class today.. I guess he is a new student. =D
7.1.10 Thu: watched movie with my mei mei @ amk today.. "Did u hear about the morgans?" so-so is my comments on this show.. They do not seem to be in love, it's just acting.. The way they speak is kind of witty, has some underlining beneath what they were saying..
8.1.10 Fri: back to my original class.. Sometimes I really enjoyed it, sometimes I think people in my class are too noisy, dominant and whatever….my sensei is cute.. There are many styles of teachers in the school, so different..
9.1.10 Sat: Tired.. I enjoy sleeping and slacking ard..
10.1.10 Sun: Ate ichiban sushi again, the 2nd time in 2 weeks. Haha.. After which, help ah fang to paint her room. We started at maybe 4? Layer after layer, finally done by 10.. Ahhh.. Treat us to XingWang for dinner.. =D reach home and bath, slept @ 1 ba.."
11.1.10 Mon: I really thought of taking MC today.. I cannot wake up!! Just let me stay under my blanket! When I reach office, it's already 0830 lol..
14.1.10 Thu: ah fang said her mum's finger tip got cut or was it cut off while assembling her desk.. OMG.. Suddenly I felt sick.. Cannot imagine!! It reminded me of my finger being trapped in the door, so painful that I thought I'm dying..
15.1.10 Fri: I would have taken down the names in class on Tue had I know I was going for ramen today.. Haha.. Went Liang Court in search of delicious ramen.. Settle for Marutama ramen which is a very wrong choice.. But still there are queues outisde the shops in both Liang Court and Central. On our way back to mrt, I saw this Santouka, then i remembered, this is one of the umai ramen sensei mentioned.. lol.. too late huh..
16.1.10 Sat: there will be no disappointment without any expectation.. Haiz.. I dislike myself with such low confidence..
17.1.10 Sun: Even though I slept at 3 this morning, I was awake at 8.. I decided to go jogging again! I was glad I drag my heavy body for a jog and went on the swing! Yay!
22.1.10 Fri: I hate the lesson today.. Arrrgh.. It was supposed to be fun and stress relieve session..
