I REALISED WE DO NOT STAY IN THE SAME PLACE FOR LONG, WE LEVEL UP. K1, K2, PRIMARY ONE - SIX.. THE SUBJECTS WE TOOK ARE THE SAME BUT IT INCREASE IN DIFFICULTY. OUR SURROUNDINGS, OUR FRIENDS, CHANGED. PEOPLE COME AND GO. THOSE WHO STAY SHOULD BE CHERISHED. FRIENDS THAT WE MAKE BACK THEN ARE REAL.. HOW DO PEOPLE COME TO CONSENSUS WITH THEMSELVES THAT THEY SHOULD SETTLE FOR THIS WORK FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE?
NOT SURE SINCE WHEN, BUT DON’T FEEL LIKE I BELONG HERE ANYMORE.. I AM SICK OF THIS FAÇADE WORLD THAT I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO LIVE IN.. THOUGHTS ARE COMPLICATED AND HARD TO FATHOM?
I'M LACKING AND NOT CONTENTED.
I PASTE MY 'BIBLE' - 40 TIPS FOR A BETTER LIFE ON MY OFFICE TABLE, IN MY HOUSE SO THAT I CAN READ AND FEEL BETTER WHEN I GET FRUSTRATED AND DEPRESSED.. IT HELPS.. HOPE I CAN REMEMBER AND USE THEM ONE DAY.. AT TIMES, DO YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING WHILE WORKING? DO NOT UNDERSTAND Y PPL WOULD SHOUT TO EACH OTHER DURING WORK.. WE ARE PAID TO DO OUR JOB AND IT INCLUDES MAKING ENEMIES? THESE PPL CAN NEVER BE CLOSE. THOSE THAT ARE CLOSE ARE BECAUSE THEY WORK AROUND EACH OTHER, HAD TO BEAR WITH EACH OTHER.. BUT BE PATIENT AND CONSIDERATE SHD BE THE RIGHT WAY? THIS KIND OF REASONING IS RUBBISH..
BEING FRIENDLY IS GOOD.. BUT I NEVER WANT TO BE IN CONTACT AFTER WORKING HRS.. I SEE ENOUGH OF THEM AT WORK.. MORE THAN 8 HRS A DAY.. MORE THAN THE TIME I SEE MY MUM.. NOT SURE Y SOME ARE SO ENTHUIASTIC ANOUT IT..
I DESERVED TO BE LONELY.. I CHOSE TO KEEP A POKER FACE AND IGNORE.. I CANT GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE, NOT SURE WHY.. MAYBE IT'S JUST PLAIN LAZY AND NOT WANTING TO COMMIT..
WHILE SHE BITCH ABOUT THE OUTCAST, SHE DID NOT REALISE SHE IS SIMILAR TO THE OUTCAST. THAT'S Y SHE DISLIKE HER? I DONT EXCACTLY DISLIKE OUTCAST, JUST DONT LIKE HER FUNNY QN.. BUT EVERYONE IS UNIQUE IN THEIR OWN WAY.. MAYBE SHE'S TOO UNIQUE THAT'S WHY.. FEEL SORRY FOR OUTCAST SOMETIMES WHEN SHE DONT TRY TO ACT CUTE TO ME..
I'M LIEK A COMMONER FROM THE OLD TIMES.. ONLY KNOW HOW TO FOLLOW THE NORMS..
I AM NOT TICKLISH. I DONT LAUGH AT THE SLIGHTEST THING LIKE HER.. i ALWAYS THOUGHT: "WHERE'S THE LAUGHING POINT?" I KNOW IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE PEOPLE LAUGHING WHEN U'R TRYING TO BE FUNNY..I'M SORRY TO DISAPPOINT THOSE THAT WANT ME TO LAUGH AT YOUR WORDS IF I DID NOT CATCH IT.. SO WHEN I SAY SMT IS FUNNY, I'M SURE U WILL ROLL ON THE FLOOR..
I GUESS I WORK TOO CLOSE WITH HER.. COMPARING ME AND HER, MANY ADORE HER.. I'M NOT ENVYING HER. SHE IS NICE BUT SHE'S IRRITATING AT THE SAME TIME IN MY EYES.. THE UGLY AND THE NICE SIDE.. THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE HAS BUT IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY.. SHE MAY THINK OF ME AS LOW RESPONSIVE, ANTI SOCIAL BLAH BLAH..
I KNOW I'M WEIRD, I JUST LOVE TO CRITIZE.. I'M FREE, THAT'S Y I CAN DO UP THESE NONSENSE.. I'LL STOP HERE AND GO WITH NICE POSTS..
I'M GLAD I STILL FIT IN A CORNER OF THIS DISTORTED PUZZLE..
