natsukashii~ missed the days where we worked for our D&T project. even though i did not score well for it in my O levels, I still missed the fun..
recommended chips by my colleague.. when i ate it for the 1st time, i thought it was heavenly.. different from those chips we always buy.. but eating it for a 2nd time, i thought the hot and spicy normal chips would taste better.. hmmm..
i bought quite a few pieces of clothes from different blogshops this month.. keep receiving the attempted delivery note for registered mail.. then got to go all the way to post office to collect.. =/
went to sembawang shopping centre! it is revamp but still very empty.. bought ingredients from daiso to make onigiri~
I bought a mini rice cooker!! when i'm in the mood to try whip up some dishes, I realised there is no cooker at home, since my family seldom cook.. I'm not joking.. a small one is actually enough to cook for 6 persons?! it's easy to put away too.. my house is so filled with stuff, there is no place to just let things lie around if u still want to see it in good condition.. but sometimes u keep until u forgot where it was.
this is what happens to the 2 battery charger i have.. kns.. 2 gone at the same time.. i hope i did not throw them away during cny clean up..
i want to eat 杨枝甘露。。。！besides bugis, where else can i find delicious dessert?
I need to buy a new pair of heels, a new bag.. I thought of ordering online since i couldnt find any that is to my liking in spore.. lol.. i'm really a 宅女.. I also need a new bag that is light! I dont think there is many stuff in my bag but it's heavy!
I remember during my uni days, i still kind of skeptical about online shopping.. but now i'm doing it so extensively.
i wanted to change job. and i think it's time. I'm dying to get out. but what kind of job should i look for from here onwards? yup still in accounting line and there are much more that can be done.. i want more scope than volume.. having work in mnc, i thought that the volume is more than scope. it's most simple yet boring to key invoices.. it's the most blood vomitting to chase after people for all kinds of issues..
the industry, the company structure, the location.. all these play a part.. some may say i think too much, but all these are important.. if u only working somewhere near your house, then u will never how it is like to travel for 2 hours, carrying a heavy bag after a hard day @ work..
if i were to go into a mnc and doing ap again, i'm gg to be stuck in that scope.. it will be no different from now. well at least there is a change in ppl, environment and location? if i were to go into smaller companies, i may be able to do more scope, lesser rubbish stuff like process improvements, etc.. but will ppl hire me since i do not know how to work on those scope?
i wonder if i'm suitable to work in mnc.. am i feeling lousy because of the stress or becos i just hate it from the 1st day? i hate to slack but i'm doing it.
i'm looking for a career, not just a job.. i want to be of use to the company, doing more than what i could do now.. i just grab this job that is so readily available to me, even though i cant say i like/hate it. i guess that's y i took things for granted.. the company benefits are good, not great but good enough.. i hate my attitude, i hate the distance, i hate the people there.. if only i can turn back time. since i cant do that, i want to move on.. i have learnt lessons and i just want to put all these behind..
I also wish to do something i like but i duno where my passion is .. i also want to be successful. i want to start living for myself. i really cannot remember so many accounting terms and it makes me fear and wonder if i'm right to go into this line. well maybe because i'm lacking practise. it's as if there is this hole in my brain, making me become forgetful.. but now i guess i have made up my mind to continue my drive down this road.. there is no reverse gear.. i want to remove the leg that has been stepping on the brake. i need to study my map well in order to move forward.
compare to those who did further study because they wanted to learn something new or for a mid career change, i think it is more appropriate for me to do so.. not now, maybe 2 years later as i wanted to achieve something else within these 2 years, hopefully.. i duno if i'm right to decide this way but the only thing i can do now is to believe in myself and try to make sure it happens.. it's hard because i'm lazy.. hahaha..
I've been looking through jobs sites. i've found some suitable while some which i'm interested. u will never be out of job doing accounts? it is just how much they are willing to pay and where is your expectation. i think i'm gg to get papers this weekend and start sending my resume. yes, i have done up my resume, 2 months after i have this thought in my mind. and i am getting bolder as i somewhat start saying "i wanted to quit" aloud. i know myself. when i said it, i mean it. that's because there are these 2 who always say they want to quit when they are angry..
i hope those HR can understand my resume. lol.. what if i still cant find a new work after months..? i will be more depressed than before knowing that i'm stuck here..=X hopefully everything goes smoothly such that i can leave this place by june.. wish me luck~
