Wednesday, June 10, 2009
10:37 pm
it's been so long since I last wrote smt..
I want to write a super long entry today.
Things/events/work/leisure/play are more or less the same day in, day out.
wake up at 6 in the morning, thanks to my colleague I do not have to squeeze public transport.
work is monotonous, repeatitive, irritating blah blah..
to deal with the people is worst than anything.
even people that work close to you is a source of frustration
another long 9 months..
I need to stay for another 9 months before I decide whether to move on.
I don’t like to hang words by my mouth and take no action
I know it's a way of complaining by saying stuff like" I'm not doing it anymore, I want to quit"
work is hard, and everyone is struggling..
we must give credit to the effort we put in
things are still not at the edge but it's getting near to my limit..
tiring.. It is not fun in the first place but it is taxing.
I am just doing a job, routinely, not what I wanted despite what I study..
I always wonder what other things I can do but I really do not know..
boring
already the salary is not high, if I were to go try for work that I though would be fun, I will have to compromise?
I must think from now.. What I wanted to do so I have enough time to prepare myself..
I dread going back on my own. I hate mrt.
I love bus but will die from the over long journey.
I felt happy for my sis who seems to have found a job she loves.
it seems like she look forward to work everyday
working with passion?
how nice..
my purpose everyday is not to curse ppl, say bad things abt them, say the 3 letter word..
so my way of doing is to praise them from now on..
eg. stupid idiot = how clever..
even at the small coffeeshop where my parents work, there are some relations problems, not to mention in companies..
how weird.. Everyone wears a mask. Those that don’t ends up quarrelling.
I can never understand these jokers. How can they keep mouth up when you are angry? When people are just saying smt wrong..
just bcos they are superior? U are giving them respect or are jokers = bootlickers?
that Is some skill I can never learn.
my face just turn black or my eyes will go red if they try to be funny..
maybe I'm not strong enough..
I sidetrack.. Anyway I was saying an auntie that work for my parents finally quit.. Ya somehow she did not get along with my parents since a year ago..
they decide not to get another auntie, paying the current one more..
in the end, I had to be free labour on Saturday.. Ya good stuff never come to my side and I wonder why.. I guess I need to do more volunteer work..
waking up @ 6 again and do labour work for 5 hrs..
I can forsee the countless saturdays that I will be down..
no more klunch cos I need Sunday to sleep late..Labels: long thoughts lost thoughts
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